He stepped on my face | H.S. × C.S.

24.

The time flew... What means I have to leave in half an hour. We are back in the hotel now. As far as I know Niall and Cayla exchanged numbers. On our way back Cayla kept texting someone the whole time, I think it's Niall.

We need to check out of the hotel so we take our suitcases downstairs and wait in the lobby for our cab. Harry is going with us because he wants to spent the last moments with me. He is wearing a 'disguise' and I am wearing my glasses, black legging and my dad merch. I put my hair in a brait.

When the cab is here we drive towards the airport while Harry holds my hand all the time and I have a feeling he isn't planning on letting it go any time soon.

We arrive at the airport and we get out of the cab. The driver gives us our suitcases and we pay him. He drives away and before I know it Harry haves my suitcase. "Come, I'll take it," I say while reaching for it. "No, I take it." I sigh, "okay fine. Let's go inside so we can drop them off." I start to walk while looking over at Cayla who walks next to me. Harry is walking a little behind us, still holding my hand.

We dropped off our suitcases what means I need to say goodbye to Harry. I didn't want to think about this before... I seriously didn't. But now I have to and I wish I was prepared for this. We only have known each other for a few days, that's a fact. But I care about him, alot, what is normal because we are together. It's still weird to think about it. I never thought I would meet Harry here, spent time with him. If I told this to myself a week earlier I would laughed at myself, telling myself I am crazy. Fuck, my life is crazy.

I want to say something to Harry, but I have nothing to say. I want to say so much, but I can't. There is so much to say that I just can't say anything at all. I just wrap my arms around Harry and so does he while pulling me close to him. I lay my head on his chest and sigh. "I don't want this," I mump. "Me too. But we'll see each other soon. I'll fly over to you as soon as possible and we can text, facetime, and I don't know... Long distant relationship stuff." "I had the best time ever. For real. Thank you for everything."

He smiles, "everything for you. Text me when you landed okay?" I nod, "of course." "I love you." I smile, "I love you too." He kisses me gently and pulls always after a few seconds. A tear rolls down my cheek and I hope he doesn't notice it. But he does and whipes it away with his thumb. "Don't cry. I'll cry too." "I'm sorry," I say while trying to hold in my tears, "everything is getting a little much for me." "Everything will be fine okay? No one is dying. Well I hope so at least. We'll see each other again. This isn't a goodbye for forever."

I nod, "true..." "I am not trying to ruin anything but we need to go now will we have enough time," Cayla says. I nod and let go of Harry. "Well I guess this is the 'goodbye' for now," I try to joke but it fails. "Goodbye. Text me when you landed." I give him one last kiss and put him in one last hug. "Goodbyes stink," I mump. "I know, but I'll see you soon." "See you soon." "Hey, that sounds better." I laugh weakly, "true." "Now go and catch your plane." "Okay... Bye..." I walk over at Cayla and we both walk away.

After a few feet I look over my shoulder and wave at Harry while a few tears run down my face. I am a mess right now. He waves back and I look back in front of me while making my way towards customs.

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Anyone needs a tissue?