A demon's love

Chapter 6- Distractions

I was actually excited to get out of bed today, I woke up before the alarm and got myself ready in a rush knowing that I would be able to see Macie today. I am completely drawn in by her and how beautiful she is, my stomach flutters as I think of her. I've never felt this intrigued by someone before, I mean, I've had crushes but they barely last a week and it's never this tense. 

"Up already, honey, you've barely given me time to make you breakfast. What's the rush?" My dad looks at me curiously. 

I know the reason I am in such a hurry to school but I couldn't tell him that I am desperate to get to school for a girl. I haven't even told him that I am gay yet. Only Daniel knows. "Oh nothing really, I've just realised how much I've missed going to college. 

He looks at me in disbelief "You've never been excited to go to college, even before, is this because of a certain someone?" 

Why does he have to know me so well. "No, I've only been there for one day dad. I don't fall that easy." I lie to him. 

Finally giving up he tells me that we are going to stop by a cafe on the way to college for breakfast. I knew the pancake dream wouldn't last long I laugh to myself and get into the car. 

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I rush to my science class excited to see Macie. I open the door and find that she isn't there, my heart sinks and my mood changes, I was sad to find that she wasn't sitting there. The first hour of class passes by as I constantly look towards the door expecting her to walk through any minute but she never does. I sigh and carry on with the task set by Mr Collins. The bell rings for lunch time and I decide to stay in the classroom as I don't have anyone to talk to during lunch. Mr Collins asks if I'll be okay in the classroom alone as he wants to go and have some lunch myself, I tell him that I'll be okay and will probably just carry on with the task. 

I put my head down onto the desk as I am just ready for this day to finish, as soon as my head touches the surface of the table it begins to rain heavily outside. Great another thing to add to my rubbish day. 

I hear the door open and expect that it is Mr Collins returning from his lunch so I don't bother to lift my head but then I fell a soft, gentle touch to my shoulder and hear a familiar sweet voice "Are you okay Alex? You look really down." I look up at see Macie standing beside me with a worried look on her face. I feel a little bit angry at her for leaving me here alone but also happy that she's here now, why are my emotions doing this to me?

"I'm fine, just a little tired." I lied. I look away from her beautiful eyes and look down to see that she is completely dry. "Weren't you out in the pouring rain? it randomly started chucking it down and it hasn't stopped..." I look out the window and see that the rain has stopped and there is a beautiful rainbow outside. It's almost as if the weather was expressing how I was feeling inside at the exact same moment. 

"I just missed the rain, I come in and had to see the head teacher about me being late today. I guess I'm lucky." she smirks at me. My legs turn to jelly at her smirk, how does she make me feel like this, so vulnerable to her. I wonder if she feels the same, that's if she even likes girls at all.

She sits down next to me and our arms are slightly touch, my arm burns at the sensation of her touch. She also seems to be affected by the touch as her cheeks turn red. I move away from her touch to stop the temptation, as I can't stop thinking about kissing her, I look down to her soft red lips and become overwhelmed of the tension that I feel towards her, I bite my lips to try and control myself. I try and look away from her so that she don't figure out what I'm thinking but I can't seem to look away. She smiles to herself almost as if she knows exactly what I am thinking.

I've never been brave enough to make any bold moves and I don't think I ever will be. I will permanent be suffering from temptation and tension that I have towards Macie. Neither of us has spoke in a while so she decides to be the one to speak "So do you live your mum and dad?"

Reality hits me hard as I realise I no longer have my mum with me, I just doesn't feel real. I feel tears building up in my eyes, I try to hold them in with every ounce of power I have in my but I fail and break out into tears. Worry spreads across Macie's face and embraces me in a tight hug, the warmth of her body and the smell of her aura calms me down a little. "What's the matter? Have I upset you?" She looks at me concerned.

"No it's not you. Just your question reminded me of what has recently happened to my mum." My voice barely finishes the sentence.

"You don't have to say if you don't want to, I can see how much it is hurting you." She holds my face in her hands.

"It's Okay, it's about time I open up to someone anyway. The reason I have move to Sydes with my father is because my mother was murdered in our own home and the police could find no evidence or trace of the killer. It's still an ongoing case but they told us not to have any high hopes." I feel weight lift off my shoulders as I talk to Macie.

"That's terrible Alex, I'm surprised you can even get out of bed in the morning let alone come to college. You're clearly a strong resilient person." She smiles at me and wipes away my tears.

"If I'm honest with you I didn't want to come to college, I just came to make my dad feel better. He doesn't show it but I know he is deeply hurt and I think he doesn't want me to see that side of him. The only reason I managed to get out of bed this morning because I knew I was going to see you but when I came into class and didn't see you here I got kind of sad. I know this may seem strange but I feel this connection with you and I..."

I'm interrupted as her lips meet mine, my body feels as if electricity is running through my veins, my stomach flutters, my heart melts and my head feels like firework explosions. The kiss is gentle, kind and also passionate. I wrap my arms around her waist and pull her in to feel as close to her as I can. We part our kiss and she looks down and says "I feel it to." The bell rings as lunch is over and other students start piling the classroom ending our perfect moment together.
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Ohh Alex's has had her first kiss. Sorry again for the late update. Let me know what you all think :)

~Hayley 

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