John Laurens smoll bean soft braces face cuttie he says he's ok but he's not but no one cares or do they
I DO NOT OWN HAMILTON OR ANY OF THE CHARACTERS.
DISCLAIMER
strong language
violence
ECT.
SHORTISH STORY I GUESS
It was a few weeks and I'm out of the hospital. I went to school I was getting better and happy. We were at the park sitting under a oak tree. Alex stood up and knelled one knee"Alex what are you doing"Eliza asked. Alex pulled out a time pop"Dear Elizard will you fake marry me since we are in highschool"he said
"YES YES YES YESSSS"they hugged and kissed"LETS GO TO ZE STARBUCKS TO CELEBRATE THIS FAE MARRIAGE"Laff yelled we went to Star bucks.
The whole time I had to fake my happiness. No one noticed. I guess I got good at putting on a mask. That whole week I was getting stood up. But that's ok Alexander said he was coming over.
🢠boi:Are you still coming over you said u was coming a 8 but it's 8:30
🅠Writer:Yea I'm on my way right now.
🢠boi:ok
Then it was 9 then 10 then 11 then 12 I gave up hope ever person that I'm close to lies to me.
The next week it happened again and again this happened for a month. I started cutting again. And crying again. Why can't I leave like my mum.
It was lunch at school I brung(is that even a word lol)my note book I knew they weren't going to talk to me.
I drew some sad\my fellings art
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The person is me. Alex on the worst time ever looks at me then at my art. He's eyes widen"J-John.."he snatched my note book and stops on a page
It says at the end of that page my arm. He reads that over and over."John show me your arm" I shake my head he grabs my wrist but I snatch it back and run away I go to the bathroom where I swolled the pills. I go in a stall and lock the door.
"John,John I know your here"he knocks on the stall door"g-go away you don't really care no one does"I sob
Alex crawls under the stall door and sits there with his arms open. I fall in his lap crying as he holds me and whispers sweet things in my ear rocking me.
"John c-can I please see your wrist" I slowly I roll my sleeves up and show him my scars and cuts. He starts crying"why would you do this"
"Because I told you guys and fill invisible. Then y'all leave me. You said you would come over and you don't that happens with all of y'all every body I'm close to lies to me or leaves I'm sick of it." He holds and tells me how sorry he is.
He kisses me HE.FRICKING.KISSES.ME
THERE YOU A LONG CHAPTER for you h ahahaha I'm numb and hate myself
