Jalbert OneShots ( DISCONTINUED )

Tired

This is kinda of a vent
So it's suicidal Albert and Jake
I'm so not sorry—

Albert's POV

I woke up panicking due to another nightmare. My pillow was very wet so looks like I've been crying a lot. Time to go wake up Lana. As I looked to see that the other side was empty it brought me the memories. That's right, Lana broke up with me. It's not her fault she just thought that I'm to selfish with the whole YouTube thing. Honestly, I loved her. I was starting to get selfish and ignorant with my YouTube channel. I guess that's how our spark died. I looked around just seeing an empty room. It was beautiful
looking when Lana was here.

I remembered that I hadn't posted yesterday. I knew I had to make the fans happy. I got outta bed grabbing a long sleeved sweater and just some shorts. I headed to the restroom looking at the mirror. My hair was a mess and my face was tired. I looked at my sleeves and choked on tears. A few moments I got outta the restroom and decided to spam Jake. I laughed at the thought of him being triggered.

Albert: JAKE

Albert: JAKE

Albert: JAKE

Albert: JAKE

Albert: JAKE

Jake: yo

Albert: did I ruin your beauty sleep

Jake: stfu what do you want

Albert: wanna record a video? Haven't recorded last night

Jake: why?

Albert: reasons

Jake: Albert you can tell me anything

Albert: I had to go get Simon food and there was a long line at the grocery store

Jake: really?

Albert: yes

I frowned remembering last nights moments. Lana broke up with me and I had a break down while she kissed me goodbye. I didn't deserve such a beautiful woman anyway. She doesn't deserve me also.

Jake: are you sure? Lines aren't that long

Albert: lets record a video pls

Jake: can we take this to voice chat or something?

Albert: yea hold up I'll call you

Jake is calling

I told him to wait. My voice sounds dead. I sound tired weak and mostly depressed. But I accepted anyways. I forced a happy ton which mentally burned my throat.

"Hey Jake my bitch!"

"Yo Albitch! How's Lana doing?"

I paused for a second. Every moment hitting me like a bullet.

"I... she's out w-with friends"

"You alright Albert?"

"I'm fine, just tired"

"Albert you can tell me anything"

I frowned. I helped Jake with his depression of being a single pringle. I can't let him worry about me. He deserves to have better friends.

"I just broke up with Lana and stuff that's all"

There was pretty much a long pause. I decided to break it.

"You can choose the game-"

"Albert you should of told me! Are you ok?"

Jake sounded really worried. Great now he's gonna think I'm depressed and all that other stuff.

"Jake.."

"Albert you deserved so much better than this!"

I broke down crying while Jake tries to comfort me on the other side.

"I don't wanna lose you too Jake. Your my best friend and if I lose you I have nothing but I'm not worth being your friend so why even bother trying to comfort me?!"

I tried to say that between the sobs. My body sadly breaking each moment I cry. Jake decided to face time me. I answered.
He just looks at me with a sad and worried face. I screwed everything up. This is my fault now Jake has to waste his life on me while he can go live it.

"Because I love you Albert"

cliffhanger?