That one mistake!! ✔️

Kyu dard hain itna tere ishq mein

Chapter 7: Kyu dard hain itna tere ishq mein

''Sanjay.. I am not a virgin anymore''! His whole world get shattered instantly. He clinch his fist, his eyes become puffy red due to anger. He slapped her hard on her cheeks which become red and blood ouch from her mouth. He push her roughly on the hard floor started beating her like hell. ''You bi*** how dare you cheat me..i won't spare you...you betray me my love..i will kill you! He didn't give her any mercy and started beating her with his legs. She feels she will die at any moment. She don't have any strength left and then she feels a knife on her stomach and in a minute whole room get full of her blood and then she take her last breathe.

Noo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

She get up with a jerk from her nightmare. Instantly she place her hand on her belly then she realize she saw a dream but it will came reality anytime true. The night flash in her eyes again and again when she get intimate with him. How his roam all over her body which create 1000 butterflies in her belly and she lost her all senses and submitted herself completely to him without realizing what she is doing and how she is creating the biggest mess in her life and creating the person who loves her more than his life. The night which change her whole life, her every relation.

(Khushi POV):

Whenever I close my eyes that incident came in front of me.. i can't able to forget him, his touch, his love, his caring, his eyes which is having full of desire and love for me to make me his forever. His eyes speak more than volume. Whenever he protect me how secure and protected I feel an unknown feeling create on my heart which I never feel when I am with my fiance. My heart is fighting with my brain. My heart say go back to him he is waiting for you so eagerly. The sight of him is still fresh in my eyes how painfully he is looking at me when I am going away from him in railways station but my brain I am feeling so disgust about me how cheap I become how can I think about a stranger like this. He is no one to me..he take advantage of my vulnerable situation. But then my heart says, no you are the only one who allow him to touch you and respond equally to his every touch. Why I allow him to touch me? Why I didn't stop him? If I wanted I could stop him then nothing like this happen between us. If he is at fault then I am equally responsible about it. Why I abuse him aftermath, he get completely shattered by my hurtful words. I shouldn't react like this. But what can I do I feel so disgusted at that moment I don't realize what I am doing and blunt all my anger on him. He save me from that greedy people, if he didn't came on time then anything would have happen to me and what I did.. instead of thanking him i get intimate with him and say harsh words to him.

My brain says why I am thinking about him..he is no one to me..i don't even know his name. A stranger become so much involve in my life that instead of thinking about sanjay and telling him about my truth I am thinking about him how he is feeling. I don't even ask his name I got so angry at that moment that I even didn't ask his name. Feeling so shameful about me. How can I do like this.

Kya yahi sanskaar diye hain mujhe mamma papa ne? Kya hoga jab unhe ye sab pata chalega? Vo ye kabhi she nahi payenge..unhone mere liye sanjay jaisa itna acha insaan chuna aur humne unke armaano ko apne pau tale chr chur kar diya...ghin aa rahi hain hume apne aap par...hum aisa kaise kar sakhte hain jab ki hum achi tarah se jante the ki hum kisi aur ki amanat hain. Bahaht jald kisi aur ke honewale hain.Ye sab karne se pehle ek bar tujhe sanjay ka khayal nahi aya, kya hoga jab use sachhayi pata chalegi...kya vo ye sab bardasht kar payega..kabhi bhi nahi!(Did your parents give such values to you? What will happen when they will came to know about my deeds? They will never tolerate..they have choosen such a great human being as my life partner..i am feeling so disgusted..how can I do such cheap things behind their back. I already know I am going to become someone else then why I didn't think before doing this. Why I didn't thought about sanjay at ones while doing all this? What will happen when he will came to know about it..he will never tolerate all this..no never.)