Hurt in love

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I breathe, with every breath I feel like dying
And I realize I shouldn't breathe so I'll be dying,
At least it would stop hurting,
And it wouldn't matter in couple of years,
I would wash my sins,
That would stop the damnation,
'Cause I am emotionally broke
From someone I became no one,
I've started to write what I feel,
Do anything to explain,
That's what I've apparently chosen is wrong
That what I did in fact struck me,
Although I'm in the recycle bin,
I'm still alive and I still breathe,
I have emotions and I can't help
When he leaves and I feel my insides burned,
You judge my situation without even thinking
That in my soul rains and I can't resist,
Every second, I get to reject it
And I deny...

(His pov)
You don't understand how much I actually loved you, being.
I ran through the rain and made you my goddess
At every fight I bring you next to me
And I never wanted to leave,
Your decision was to push me,
Like everything I said is in vain
You don't understand how much I tried for you

We're both an echo through the crowd
Would I still find you?
The more people know your side of story, do you feel better?
Or just fake a smile, you're an actor.
Whoever shouts louder, that one will win,
two opposing camps,
but your heart's in mine.

In vain telling me now
That you loved me and I was your all
You don't understand, you just pretend
I loved you more than I loved myself.
That I was wrong and I was gone for awhile
It was not just my choice
You let me go
Without even showing remorse,
That you were crying at other girls
What's the point, boy?
If you act do you think it gets better?
You could've face everything like a real man
Fight for me, hope and have me
But you decided to leave just out of your pride,
That I hurt your self-esteem, what the hell, man?
Sure, man, you left
You just couldn't face a "bye"
I wanted to stay and to forgivex
Only the dust is here now
Our fate together, that's the greatest joke
And when you were holding her hand
Have you told her not to tell me as well?