I'm not fake
I'm just hiding, where the most people like I am
I'm not fake
I'm just pretending, become the most people like I am
Why?
Cause there's nobody wanna try see the real me
They like the fake "ME"
So, this is me.
And again, I'm not fake
I'm just accepting, accepting that I'm nothing
So many people will say
"Don't say that, it's not good"
"We're here"
"You can do it"
How can they believe me when I myself can't?
I'm not fake
I'm just giving up to this terrible situation
Several hours ago,
The most important person in life said "what makes you become so down?"
I think that she knows me well, but she doesn't
Maybe, she feels me passing everything well
Maybe, she looks at me smiling everytime
Maybe, she thinks me in good situation always
Maybe, she surely sees me fine
Maybe, she doesn't feel bad for me for everything happened
I really wanna leave this life
It's stuffy here
I wish nothing for life
She controls and I can't againts
And she doesn't know I feel so bad when hurting her
When thinking to end this, I'm thinking about her
Will she be fine without me?
Will everything be alright without me?
In fact,
She doesn't know how I'm struggling
And she asked me what had made me feel so down
She knows nothing
