"Sister's For Life"

7

Lauren's POV

I woke up immediately wishing I could go back to sleep. Camila had been here for 3 days now and we had spent the entire day yesterday going over what we had missed. The awkwardness between us finally started to faded away the more we talked. Camila had been the same girl who was in Fifth Harmony just over a year ago. It was obvious that she had matured more but the goofy and dorky side of her still remained. I gradually got put of bed and headed into the kitchen. I would have loved to have gone back to sleep but I had a meeting today. Once I got into the kitchen I started to make coffee and get a donut out of the box, that was sitting on the counter.
Just then a pair of arms grasped my waist and held me close.

"Good morning." I said knowing that it was Camila.

"Morning Lo." Camila said in her raspy morning voice. Even though I have heard the voice a million times it still was the most amazing sound. She buried her face into my neck and I could feel her breathe hit my skin. I almost lost control as a familiar sensation rushed throw my body.

I pretended that nothing happened and I pulled away from her to go get the coffee. A voice deep inside told me that I still liked Camila but I couldn't bare to hear it speak anymore.

I was dating Ty and he should be the only one on my mind. Plus Camila is dating Matthew and it is obvious that she had moved on.  I knew that this was going to be a fight once again but all I had to do was keep reminding myself that she didn't feel the same way. I felt guilty though, I have watched a lot of Camren videos. The way she looked at me and the way she talked about me was something unreal. It was like I was the only one that mattered to her but I let it slip away. I know now that it was never meant to be. Camila was a friend and only a friend, no matter what my heart tells me.

"Did you sleep okay?" She asks me getting some coffee.

"Yeah I just wish I could sleep more, how about you?"

"Same as you." She tells me giggling.

"Why don't you go back to bed then?" I ask confused. Camila had the day to relax before reuniting with her family and doing a show tomorrow. Knowing Camila, 7 am was way too early for her to be awake on her own.

"I will I just wanted to make sure you were okay before you left." She says taking a sip of her coffee. I felt myself blush a little as a tried to figure out to say next.

"Aww thanks camz but seriously you should get some sleep." I say in serious tone.
"I will I will. But I mean I have all day to sleep."
"Good, you deserve it." I pause before adding "do you need anything before I leave?"

"Nope! I have a bed and that's all I need." She says laughing.

"And I guess my hoodie too?" I ask pointing to the the sweatshirt she was wearing. It was my old black nike sweatshirt that I gave to her a while back. She quickly glanced at her sweatshirt before looking back up at me and blushing.

"I forgot this was yours.... I wear it all the time." She says nervously.

"Good, it looks better than you anyways." I say. It was the honest truth. It fit her curves so good and it ma- wait, I couldn't be thinking like that. I mentally shake my head and focus on the conversation at hand.

"No, but you should get going,I don't want you to be late." She says walking away.
"Wait! I don't get a hug goodbye?" I ask fake pouting. She turned around with a devilish smirk on her face before setting her coffee down and walking over to me.

"No" She says which makes me kind of sad. "You get this..." she says wrapping her arms around my neck and then kisses my cheek before giggling to herself and walking away. I stood there stunned at what just happened. The things that I was feeling at the moment where shit I really shouldn't have been feeling. I gave up on trying to deny it. I really like Camila. I don't know how I feel about it but the way I crave for her soft lips on mind was overpowering. I sighed and got all my stuff together and got dressed. I took one more glimpse at Camila's room before heading out the door.

After a 2 boring hours of talking about my album and my collaboration with Ty, I was finally able to go home. I headed to my car but someone turned me around and crashed our lips together. The kiss felt familiar but uncomfortable, I push the person away. I look to meet the lip attacker in the eye to see them have a confused expression on their face.

"Omg Ty I didn't know that it was you." I say relived.

"Should I be worried that you are acting like lots of people come up and kiss you?" he asks sternly.

"No I just didn't expect it."

"Oh well then. I am going to kiss you now." he says before pushing my chin up and kissing me roughly. His breath heavy with smoke and alcohol, the taste suffocating me. I kissed back in attempt to hopefully for it to end sooner. This kiss was so sloppy and unwanted I couldn't take it anymore. I pulled back and looked him in the eyes.

"How have you been?" I ask

"You wouldn't have to ask that if you would actually talk to me." he says gritting his teeth.

"I know baby I am sorry. I have just been busy."

"I understand I guess, but I have to go." he says before kissing me and walking into the building I had just came from. I sighed to myself as he walked away. What am I supposed to do? I can't just break up with him, my management is counting on me to collab with him. I slowly get into my car and head out to find somewhere to eat.