One Heart

ALL ALONE

All the lights were foccusing on the stage. Screams of fans were audible from all four corners they were screaming... BTS BTS every where, all fans waving thier bts bomb and all eyes foccused on stage waiting for only one thing  when bts will perform on stage, all of it was visible from monitor inside makeup room.

We all were sitting in makeup room and getting ready for aur biggest concert I was the one who got ready first so I went out and I was chatting with interviewers suddenly a question came....

"How was your life before debut"

I felt sudden explosion all the past memories again stricked my mind I did not had a word in my mouth to say but they all were curious and waiting for only one thing my answer I just said nothing closed my eyes and placed my hand on my heart...

Meanwhile jungkook and jimmin came they took everyone's attention I slightly slipped from there and walked towards the makeup room there was no one as all were ready and were communicating with army through media and were answering thier questions I stood in front of the monitor seeing all the fans screaming and waiting for us...

Still 30 minutes were left for the concert to start.

Standing there I was thinking about our journey how we were nothing but a stranger to each other when we met and know we are so accustomed to each other that we even don't have a dinner in one's absence.

Suddenly a voice called "jin oppa" it was ji yeon she was my make up artist beside that... she was very close to me she always came to me with her problems and everytime I would help her beside my busy schedule and she always help me when some of my haters came up... though I don't need her at that time but I usally didn't show her that.

After sometime she broke the silence and continued saying "it is soo lovely to see that within five years you all have gained soo much love and support from army isn't that interesting..."

"yes and today's concert is a lot more important for us so we cannot take a chance" I told her in a deep voice.

"Dont you mind I wanna tell you something" by her expression I felt that her words would hurt me but still I noded  and asked her to continue.

"Before getting this job I had many problems with my life.. regarding school, families, friends etc. I just don't wanted to live.. I had lost all my hopes but when I got this job my hopes rebuild and I think I got a new life a better one but still when I think about my past I fell uncomfortable, and I get lost in my thoughts..."

"Whenever I see you performing... although you do your best but still I feel some kind of pain behind your moves, your voice tells me about some person behind it, when I look into your eyes I feel like you are hiding a deep and painfull story" after that I gave her a hard expression which confirmed her doubt that I was hiding something probably someone...

"what it is oppa, what are you hiding from us, you are going through soo much pain all alone why are you suffering soo much. Why dont you share...  share with the one you are comfortable you will feel relaxed you cannot deny this fact as I saw you when the interviewer asked you that question about your past you felt uncomfortable you were quite you had no answer. Behind that world wide handsome face thier is a lot of things hidden what is it tell us.." She said continuously without a pause I could feel an anger in her voice

I was wondering should I tell her what happened or I should keep  this secret to me like I did before and let all be mystery...