I'm Not Worth It //Septiplier Story//

Relapse

(~Im báck~)

(Jack's POV)

Wormhole... That's what I feel like I'm falling into. Relapse, that's what's happening.
   But why? Why do I crave death, but I feel as if I don't want it. Like an addict trying to get over whatever drug they are on.

I just want to sit down and close my eyes, and them never to be opened again.

Homesick, not missing home type of sick, it's that I'm sick of home. Sick at home? I don't know. Mark isn't home. Maybe he was sick of home too.

All we do is go home then school home then school home than school. I don't know what I'm talking about. I haven't felt this way since before I met Mark.

Where is Mark? Why did he leave?

The door open and then footsteps. "Jack, I'm back" Marks yells. I look at the door, opened, just a crack. But I don't pay attention him. All I feel is the walls closing in on me.

I feel like I can't catch my breath, so I stop trying to

(Mark's POV)

"Jack, I'm back" I yell. Surprising no response. I feel uneasy about it. I kinda brushed it off and put down the bag I was holding, full of nothing important.

  I wall into the room and see Jack laid across the bed. "Jack" I call his name but no response.

I freeze, his stomach isn't rising, why didn't his stomach rising, why isn't he breathing, not breathing causes death and death isn't good.

MARK SHUT UP, calm down, just walk over and shake him a little.

(Jack's POV)

Do you know that pain in your chest that you get when you hold your breath for too long? I didn't have that feeling, just a moment of not breathing.

A violent shake brings me out of this.
First thing I hear is Mark, he sounds so loud but his facial expressions don't show it.

I can't take it anymore. He is loud!
"SHUT THE FUCK UP, WHY ARE YOU SO DAMN LOUD!".

(Mark's POV)

I tap Jack and he wakes up in a daze. " Jack are you ok?" I ask him. She squints and covers his ears. He screams "SHUT THE FUCK UP, WHY ARE YOU SO DAMN LOUD!".

"Ummm. Jack, I was talking in a normal tone."

"What's wrong with you, are you ok," I ask. "I think so" he responds.

WHAT THE HELL WAS THAT. He just went off out of nowhere, whatever Imma forget about it. I sit on the couch and just watch some Tv. I close my eyes and start to drift off.

I'm Backkkkk, missed me? I know its been like a year before I posted a legitimate chapter but hey, I'm lazy 😂 but whatever. Boring start but it gets better...maybe ( and literally I don't remember any other characters but Mark and Jack that's y this wasn't a school scene, so if someone could summary like the whole story I would appreciate it😂😂)