Rainbows in the Dark

All This Time

(Revised version)
Verse I
It's the first school day
And as I expected
The same old people
But different magic
I ended in the second room
For a stupid reason
Maybe it was my marks
But I know that it's you

Verse II
I'm letting all the people ask
Some things that are usual
My gaze are outside and
It's searching for you
The monotonous music
Which I'm listening to
Reminds me it's Monday
And I know you're wearing blue

Refrain
Anyway I'm just glad to
Make all new friends
Besides from my best pal
Who doesn't know a bit 'bout you

Chorus 1
Some days are amazing
But only in school
Cause by the time when we go home
I'm walking all alone
There's no "Hey,
How's your day?"
Can't feel better
On my own

Verse III
Yes, I'm being nice to you
I'm still trying to cope up
Though, there are times in my life
Where I still get mad

Like when the time you shoved the truth
Right into my face
You said it was a joke
But it turns out it was a game

Pre-Chorus
Still you didn't do anything
And all I did was cry
She thought it's the best time
As you look into my eye

She held your hand up high
Seems likes you're saying
"Goodbye"

Chorus 2
So going back again
When you promised me
That you've never did promises
Well, just take a look at me
I'm in tears
Breath the air
Cold December,
that we shared

Chorus 3
Maybe I as a magician
Until you showed them the proof
Maybe someday I'm gonna meet you
Just like how passer-by's do
I am telling my self not to miss you
I'll now always be strong
All this time

Verse IV
Serenade my feelings for you
Cause I never got a chance
Since she's always
Bringing new
After moment I described
As fun but conflicted
I stood their giving
All that you need

Bridge
We'll you're laughing at her lame jokes
While all of your friends
Came to me and had a good time
Something I'll never end

I think they get it
They're giving credit
All to me

Chorus 4
So where am I again
When I was talking 'bout commissions
While all in front of me
Is a life that I have envision
This is clear
That was fear
Kept on holding me back
All this years

No more tears, I can bear
Funny summer ends oh
She can hear me singing here
It's just happiness at all

Standing here,
breathe the air
I was letting go
All this time

I consider this one as my masterpiece haha. Idk. I made this last December knowing I would not see my crush n the next school year. It was about a point in my life where I realize "No, I am not going to be affected by a stupid person who doesn't even care about me"
:) I'll stay me, without that person.