Shouldn't come back

Goodbyes

Stella's POV.

"You don't have to help me pack you know," I say to Joe while I playfully push him away.

"No, I want to. You're going to be gone for a year in New Zealand. I wanna make the most of my time with you," he says while he kisses my cheek

I kiss him back on his soft tender lips. They melt into mine. His arms wandering down to my waist. He pushes me into the bed. We're taking each other's clothes off now. Joe starts kissing down my chest.

"Joe," I say sitting up. He knows what I'm about to say. "I don't want it to happen like this," I say playing with my fingers.

He pushes a bit of my blonde hair behind my ear.

"It's okay Stella. I'll wait till you're ready," he said and kissed me on my cheek. Sometimes I wondered why he stayed. I'm an 18 year old virgin and he's not a Virgin. He's freaking Joe Jonas everyone throws themselves at him. He's gorgeous.

"Being a virgin sucks," I say while throwing down my J.Crew jeans. "No, it doesn't Stella. You're a beautiful girl. And I love you," said Joe.

Uh oh. He said the L word. This is going to make this even harder. Sigh.

"Joe, I think we should break up. Now, before you say anything let me tell you why. You said you didn't want me to rush into having sex with you but I'm going to be gone for a year joe a whole twelve months! we've been together for 5 months now and I'm sorry but you deserve better. Feel free to have sex with any girl you want this summer,"

He's starts laughing. "Why are you laughing," I ask. "Because Stella you're hilarious," he replied. "ok, I am beyond confused," I say.

"Look, Stella, I love you. And i'll wait for you. I'm not going to have sex with anyone this summer. Or anyone for the next twelve months. You are my one and only Stella. Never forget you're my shining star," Joe says.

"That is really sweet of you Joe," I say. I almost want to have sex with him just for saying that.

I let out a long sigh as he kisses me on my cheek. "Dang, i'm really going to miss you. And Nick and Kevin," I said loudly because I knew they were eves dropping.

Kevin and Nick stumble into the room.

"Oh, hey Stella," Nick said as he waved awkwardly. Nick was dating this girl named Selena. She was in one of the music videos for his bands' songs.

"Hey Stella," said Kevin.

"Hey guys, what's up?" I say patting on the bed so they could sit.

"We wanted to give you a goodbye present," Nick said.

"Aw, you guys are so sweet. You didn't have to do that," I say with a big smile on my face.

Joe doesn't look too surprised.

"Joe, did you know about this?" I ask. He just smiles and pulls out his guitar from the case.

He starts playing me a song.

"Stella, I called you for the first time yesterday. I finally found the missing part of me I felt so close but you were far away left me without anything to say. Now I'm speechless over the edge and just breathless I never thought that i'd catch this lovebug again.

I can't get your smile out of my mind. I think about your eyes all the time

You're beautiful but you don't even try modesty is just so hard to find....." Joe sang.

I was in tears. "Joe, that was beautiful. Thank you so much," I lean in to kiss him. Our mouths moving in unison.

"Uh, ahem. I like watching my brother make out with his girlfriend as much as the next guy but um kevin and I gotta go work on this song. It's going to be in the next album," says nick.

Joe's chuckling under his breath. .

"Oh cool! thanks again guys for the present," I say giving them a hug.

"No problem, we'll miss you," says Kevin.

I get up to shut the door and I turn to Joe.

"Now, where were we?" I ask while jumping on the bed.

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