Before I talk about this let's tell you about what Merideth said about me being raped. Okay...so in october of my junior year I was at this party.. Cameron Dallas party to be exact and and he invited these 3 guys and 1 girl and they were named Noah, Brandon, Gabe and amy. Noah was always hitting on me around the halls and even grabbed my ass once. Me and Gabe has a thing once. But someone texted me from a number I didn't know and the text said "come upstairs. Second door on the right. ;)" i responded "who is this?" "Come figure out." Emma was with me so i grabbed her and told her and then we went upstairs and we entered the room. There stood Noah and Gabe. I said "What do you want." Noah responded with "you. I want you" I tried to walk out but someone grabbed me and my friend and we were forced on to the bed. Emma wasn't a virgin so it didn't hurt her as much physically but emotionally.. man.. I was a virgin so it hurt like fuck and it happened for 20 and then they both left us lying there in shock. Me and her put our clothes back on and got on to the bed and cried and cried and i texted on our group chat to Ethan gray and Cameron D "I need you guys.. come up to Cameron's room please!!" They all texted at the same time "what's wrong!!? We will be there in a minute" they all came running through the door and stopped once they saw me and Emma sitting on the bed sobbing. "What the fuck happened!?" Ethan shouted "n-noah a-a-and -g-gabe r-r-raped u-u-us.." I said in between sobs. "Grayson go lay with them" Cameron and Ethan said to gray , he nodded and layed down with us trying to comfort us. "Shh baby girl it's okay. It will be okay." Gray said to Emma. They were dating at the time. I felt hurt. The twins and i have known each other since we were kids but (I know in the first chapter I said i just moved but let's pretend I didn't say that. I will fix it later.) He comforted her not me.. I cried even more and then he said "lex. Everything will be okay. Those fuckers will pay for wgat they did to you guys!"
Ethans p.o.v.~
I was furious. I was sad. I felt bad. Cameron and i ran down to find those basterds right away. We found them and i tapped on noahs shoulder and he said "Ethan! My man." Then he looked over at Cameron and said "suck party cam!!!" I said "hey Noah." And then i swung and punched him pretty hard. My knuckles started to bleed. I looked over at Cameron and he was beating gabes ass. After about 5 minutes they were both on the floor. "Don't ever come near Alex or Emma again!" Everyone was recording. We went back upstairs. They got in like 2 punches at least. We had a couple scratches on our faces. "Omg! Are you okay!?" Emma asked us. I looked over at Alex, she was still crying. I went to her and say next to her "Hey are you okay?" "N-no! I just want to go home!!" "Ok. I'll take you." "Ok." We went to my car and i drove her home. I dropped her off and said "goodnight. Hope you feel better.." she just walked in bawling.
Alex p.o.v.~
Ethan drops me off and as i walk in im still bawling my eyes out. Andrew was on the couch and he looked at me and said "hey what's wrong!?" I replied "ask ethan. I don't wanna talk about it." I went up to my room and was still crying. I got into the shower because i felt dirty.
Andrew p.o.v.~
"Ask ethan. I don't want to talk about it" she told me after coming in crying. I texted him and said "bro, what happened to alex?" "Well we were at Cam's party and uh you know Noah? The kid who is always hitting on her?" "Yeah." "Well.. he.. uh.. raped her.." "Oh. Oh my god. My poor sister. I gotta go. Bye dude" "bye". God i felt like shit. My poor sister.. I'm going to beat his ass. I went up to her room and knocked on her door, "can i come in?" "No. Not right now. Please." "Okay.." I went back downstairs and texted Cameron "is the party still going?" "Yeah." "Okay. Im coming over." "Okay.." I drove to the party and went inside.
Alex p.o.v.~
I felt like shit. I felt like it was all my fault. I felt so bad for Emma. I felt selfish for only thinking that this was about me. It was about Emma too. It happened to her just as much too me. I used to cut. I have scars all over my arms. (Suicide attempt warning) I wanted to die. I walked to my pill cupboard in my bathroom and grabbed some pills.. My usual dose would be 800 but i took nearly 2000 mg. I felt dizzy and suddenly everything turned black. Last thing i heard was Andrew screaming "ALEX! WAKE UP!!"
Andrew p.o.v.~
The party was a blow so i left to go home. I went to see if Alex was a little better. I knocked but she wouldn't answer so i went in, she wasn't in her room so i decided to check her bathroom she was lying on the floor, i went to see if there was a pulse, she was still breathing so far. I called the ambulance and the last thing I said before they came was "ALEX WAKE UP!!"
