My Knights Of The Dark

true feelings

°lolA. ¿Edward, *jasper #emmett ¡peter

So me and Carlisle sit and talk and jasper is really confused but its ok, Carlisle then invites me over and i said sure so we all left the hospital and jasper and i drove to their house..(not that i needed directions) any ways i start to walk in and all of a sudden im hit with a smell of someones scent and it drives me crazy.. So we get to living room area and Carlisle starts to introduce me and everyone says hi and emmett is acting weird.. I dont know why but i cant look him in the eyes right now... I figured out that the smell is from emmett, alice then comes over and hugs me and at first im shocked cuz she barely knows me..

Lola's hearing in her head..
Remember only jasper knows she is a mind reader..

emmett
I cant believe she is here and why is she avoiding eye contact with me, she is sexy as hell, also she smells really good..

Alice:
So she is here i hope she dont ruin things here.. Does she know jasper is my mate.. I better act nice so they dont get suspicious..

Edward:
Ugh why the hell is she here, shes no body important and no one here is her mate.. I have bella, jasper has alice and emmett has rosalie plus shes not even a full vampire so how in hell is she alive, she should just go die already......

Lola's pov
Excuse me for a minute i need some fresh air i say.. And walk outside to sit in my truck and lock it.. I start to cry and within 5 mins both emmett and jasper are outside by my truck trying to talk to me and they try to open my doors but they wont open.. So i give up and say i will talk to them but right now i cant go back in there so i unlock and let them in ... Emmett looks at me weird and jasper motions to his head and ears when emmett wasnt looking i shake my head yes.. Jasper then gets a angry face. And Emmett sees him and asks whats wrong.. Jasper says that someone has had thoughts that have upset lola and thats why she dont want to go in there... Emmett said huh, so jasper explains that i have powers, 1 beimg mind reading.. Oh shit emmett says... I laugh remembering what he thought... # What other powers do you have lola,
° i have the power of mind reading, i can mask my scent so no one can find me unless i want them too. And i have one more but thats not being said yet..
# oh ok...
*Do u mind telling me whose ass i need to kick for upsetting you.
° i would but i dont want anyone "hurt" bc of me.. Even though they said something mean

* be right back...
° jasper leaves and its just me and emmett
# so you heard what i thought back there..
° yes emmett i did..
# im sorry..
°dont be...
# so can i ask why u was avoiding eye contact with me...
° that is bc of your eyes.. Right now with how they are, they make me feel a certain way and untill i figure out why u do im afraid to keep eye contact or touch u in any way..

*
So i leave her truck and go inside for a few and esme and Carlisle ask if everything is ok and im like no its not... So they ask whats wrong.. By this time everyone is in the room now,
Well when lola was in here someone said something in their mind and lola heard it and it upset her... I look around.. Edward looks guilty..
What did u say edward...
¿ nothing much, just asking why she was here and a couple other things but nothing hurtful.. Smiles with a proud look..
*bullshit your the only other guy here besides Carlisle and she said it wasnt him..
¿ fine i did say something but who cares.. She doesnt belong here and why should i be nice to her..
* next thing he knows i punch him and send him flying into the kitchen..

° damn it jasper..
# what .. Oh shit..
° emmett i know we're talking and all but i need to leave.. Tell jasper im sorry.. And he knows how to reach me.. Also have him give you my number...
So emmett gets out and i leave and go home..

#
So lola leaves and i head back inside, jasper looks at me and ask if everything is ok i say sure.. But lola says sorry she had to leave and you know how to reach her also asked if you could give me her number..
* sure.. &&&&&&&&&&
# thanks
So i go to my room and text her my number.. And tell her goodnight..

°
So i get home and am laying in bed when i get two texts one from jasper wanting to talk the other from emmett giving me his number and saying goodnight.
I tell him night and then text jasper...
° what did u want to talk about
* you, me, what happened tonight..
° first what about you and me, second im over tonight so dont worry..and thanks for edward, even though i never said it was him u figured it out..
* yes i did, wasnt sure at first but i bluffed and he gave in..
Second i want to know what are we.. I mean back before i turned you somewhat we was engaged.. Now i dont know..

° yes we was but that was 160 years ago... Ive dated a few guys since then and recently learned about mates and i found out my heart is torn between a few people... Also your phones going to ring its captain..
# how, what...
All of a sudden my phone rings..
Hello, yes captain it is her, you and char need to come see... Alright ill see you in 3 days..
Ok now how the hell did you know that..
° part 3 of my powers.. Can see glimpses of future...saw peter calling.
*ok thats strange.. Your basically alice and Edward combined ... Anyways you said your heart is torn , by who may i ask...
° you may and one is you the other is one of your siblings and the 3rd is not alive yet..
* huh 3rd not alive??? And which sibling..
° im not saying which one and the 3rd one not being alive has to do with guy 1 or 2 and also 4th ability...
* ok i still dont get it but i wont bug you..
° its not complicated... 3rd person my heart is torn too is my child... That will be here in 2 years or less.. And either you or the other person is the father...

* Wait so either im gonna be a dad or either emmett or edward is and i doubt its gonna be edward.. So its between me and emmett...
° bingo..
* now what do i got to do to win you over..
° im not sure.. But ill let you know or you can try things see if that helps..
( i send emmett a message saying i figured out why i cant look him in the eyes.. Cuz of my feelings for him. But also bc of jasper..i tell him he and jasper need to both try to win me over) so i tell jasper im going tl go to bed b4 school in morning..

April 7th
New day at school and im in my first class and all of a sudden there is a person bringing in a dozen roses and they give them to me..
Next class a bouquet of tulips are delivered to me...
It is now lunch time, i go sit in my spot and then emmett and jasper sit with me.. And i finally make eye contact with emmett and loose it... i ask jasper to hold my keys act like im going to bathroom and when im far enough away i bolt.. Masking my scent and run till i get to my cave i made into a home...

* lola looks at emmett and then left to use bathroom and she asked me to hold her keys which is odd.. 10 mins later shes not back yet... Lunch just ended so i go to the bathrooms and find out shes not here.. I check her trucks here and i realize she left and knew id watch over her truck...
I texted her asking if shes ok.. I get no response...i cant track her... Emmett asks whats wrong and i say that lola left and i cant get a text response and i cant track her...
# I'll try to text her.. Shit no response either..
* 24 hours go by no word from her, im worried.. Peter shows up and all of a sudden he gets a text from lola's phone..
¡ captain plz tell major to stop worrying im fine, i just need time i cant be around him or emmett right now... If i get within 50 yards i will loose it.. If you want i will meet you.. Signed princess

I read the text out loud so jasper can hear...
* wtf at least. Now i know shes ok but i still dont want her out there alone.. And why the hell is she labled princess in your phone.
¡ jasper,  that part i cant say yet.. But after i meet with her i can tell you..
I text back and arrange a meeting..
° i agree to meet with captain and he meets with  me and hugs me.. I missed you princess he says

¡ you know princess you look just as beautiful as you did 160 years ago..  Your mom and i never got to say goodbye when i went to war your mom was a nurse there and by the time we got back you was gone.... Now come to find out you got turned into one of us..

° yea daddy i did.. And you know by who.. But like i said in the text right now i cant be near either of them.... My heart cant take it yet... I still love jasper but i get feelings for emmett and i have to choose within 3 months.. What do i do daddy..
¡ i dont know baby girl.. Take a few days and figure out what u want then come home...
°ok daddy..

¡ i go back to jasper and he's pacing back and forth..