Inspired Love// Hoseok Ff

8

The iritating sound of my alarm clock woke me up from my not so peaceful slumber as i was turning around in bed the whole night, my wounds hurting and burning with every move i made.

Still half asleep i pressed the snoze button and fell back on my bed, hissing because everything hurt. I stared at the celling thinking what i would tell Hyomin. She will surely notice the cuts on my face and the whole body at that.

It was hard thinking when my head was acking so bad. I felt sick and i surely got a cold. But i got up anyways. I have to.

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I draged my feet to the bathroom, slowly and carefuly so i didn't step on any pieces of glass that were still lying on the floor.

I took a quick shower to relax my body. The warm water that hit my skin was making my mind go blank.

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Once i got out of the shower, i wraped my self in a soft white towel and looked my self in the foggy mirror.

I ran my fingers down my cutts.

I looked horible.

So i decidet to take action.

It's makeup time!

Luckily i had enough time so i took out my concealer (the ones they use for celebreties. She aint rich for no reason) and put it on my now dry cuts. I know this wasn't a good idea but i had to cover them unles i want people asking me what the fuck happened.

After half an hour i was finished. You couldn't even see that my mom almost killed me yesterday.

I looked in the mirror satasfied with my work and went to my room to go change. I put on some gray sweatpants and a black oversized guy hodie to cover up my cuts and bruises.

I grabed my backpack and phone and headed out the door.

I wasn't hungry. I just really couldn't put anything in my body at that moment.

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"Hey Mina" Hyomin greeted me with a wave as i came into the classroom. I put on a smile, waved back and went to sit down.

"So i guess your mom didn't kill you after all" Hyomin said jokingly. "Yeah but she did yell tho. It was honestly kinda scarry" i said trying my best to be convincing. And i must admit; i would make a great actress. All those years pretending i was fine actualy made me realise how easy it was to lie.

"Remind me to not anger your mom" Hoseok said as he came to sit down a smile on his face.

I giggled. "Will do."

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"So Mina, i was thinking about the project. Do you, maybe, wanna come to my place and we could think of some ideas? I would come to you but frankly, i'm afraid of your mom" Hoseok said, making me giggle.

"Yeah i think that would be better" i said making him smile. "So, today after school?" Hoseok asked and i nodded before adding "Yeah but i have to be home by 8pm." He nodded in understendment and smiled.

I was really happy to go to Hoseoks house since i never had a friend that i could visit. And even if i did my mom wouldn't let me.

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I was tired and my head was killing me. I was laying my head on the desk and listening to the teacher as she talked but i couldn't make out the words because of the ringing in my head.

The techer was nice enough to let me sleep as i know i looked dead.

Sudenly i felt someone scratching my head lightly, so i turned around, to se Hoseok smiling at me, his hand tangled in my hair. It felt so relaxing that i turned back around and let him do it. He knew what he was doing.

The teachers voice was slowly becoming a mumble.

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I was awoken from my slumber by someone lightly shaking me. I opened my eyes and blinked a few times to adjust to the brightnes of the room.

Hyomin was smiling down at me and i saw her lips move but nothing came out.

My head hurt like a bitch and the ringing came back.

I sat up straight and looked around the classroom. It was just me and her. I guessed it was lunch time.

Slowly my hearing came back and i heard the woried words of Hyomin "Mina are you okay?" I noded and asked "Is it lunch time?" She looked at me weirdly, noded and said "Yeah i told you that already. Didn't you hear me?"

I grabed my head and ruffeled my hair a bit. "Ah sorry, i'm still a bit tired so my brain isn't really working properly right now" i replied with a plastered on smile.

"Okay. Well, lets go to the cafeteria then" she said, helping me up and we headed for lunch.

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When we came to our table, BTS were already there, talking happily. I put down my tray and sat next to Hoseok, putting my head on his shoulder.

He felt like my safe place, like i could just relax next to him and be myself. He was so comfy and warm. And he also smeled nice.

"Mina are you okay" Hoseok asked me as i was picking at my food. "Yeah i'm okay. I'm just tired" i replied sleeply. But i feel like he didn't believe me. I mean, i don't blame him. Nobody can look so horible from the lack of sleep.

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I was slowly picking at my food, moving it around the plate sighing quietly here and there. I wasn't really hungry. But atleast the ringing has stoped.

"Come on Mina, you have to eat something" Hyomin said whilst trying to feed me a spoonfull of rice like i'm a baby who can't eat by himself. I looked at her anoyed and pushed her sppon away from my face. "Come on Hyomin, i'm not a baby. I'm just not hungry. I ate a lot this morning."

So she just gave up.

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It was about to ring for the next period so we just dumped our food and headed to class.

But as we were walking back i got really dizzy. My head was hurting even more and i felt like someone was sqezing it really hard.

I stoped in my track and grabed my head. The pain was unbarable and it drained all the energy out of me. The ringing started again and i hissed and slightly yelled in pain. My legs didn't work properly anymore and got all wobbly, making me lose my balance.

I felt someone grab me by my elbows and i heard my name being repeated again and again by two familiar voices. But i was too out of it to make out who the voices belonged to.

My wision was blurry, everything was spinning, my head hurt and i could barely stand.

The last thing i heard was someone saying "Mina! Mina, talk to me" before i blacked out.

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shit's about to get real. jk not really.

i will try and update more often as i have almost half of the book writen i just forget to upload.