PART 20

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  Y/N's POV:
After Martinus left angry without a word or even a last look at me, I felt so weird. I felt lonely and I was super confused. 


I mean we kissed, we just kissed twice. Maybe what we have done was already making out, I don't know.... because it was my fucking first kiss. 


Okay well my second now, but what the hell. It felt so so good and also right. But it wasn't right, it was a big mistake. I couldn't believe it, I seriously couldn't believe it that we really kissed. I mean he could have every girl in our school even though the ones who are older but still he's kind of possessive about me. 


But I know boys like him just so well. They love it when the girls are submissive and when they have the upper hand, but he can forget that with me. And his stupid ramblings that he loves me, hello I'm not dumb.


 Of course he said that just because he wants to sleep with me. But sorry Martinus I'm not your girl number 35. My parents, so for the most part, my mom have raised me self-confidently. They made me realized that I should not make myself small. So boy Martinus you played with the wrong girl.


 After just thinking about how I should act or what I should do, I realized that I made myself small the whole years. He treated me like shit and thought that he could control me and I was so dumb and let him do what he wanted. I let him call me a slut and I let him decided who was sitting next to me in the lesson and much more. 


But not anymore Martinus, tomorrow I will be the real y/n, my parents raised me good and strong! After showering I jumped into my bed and was kind of exited. Tomorrow will be a new chapter of my life, I can do whatever I want!   

credits<: lisaxgunnarsen 

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