PART 21

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  Y/N's POV:
Almost the whole school week was over and I ignored totally everyone. I didn't talk with my best friends or with Noah, who was sick the whole week. 


Martinus and his friends tried to talk with me or at least they tried to get a small reaction from me, but they got nothing. It was weird to see Martinus in the hallway, it was so weird that I couldn't even look at him because I was ashamed. I mean he kissed me, after that I kissed him and then I kicked him out, but I'm just so confused. 


The other thing was, that he knew now my 'secrets' or how fucked up my family was. Every time I past him, I could felt his strong looks on my back, he tried to talk with me the first days but I just walked fast away. Sometimes he was holding me on my waist, so that I couldn't walk away and that I'm forced to talk with him, but I just stood there looking at the ground and I didn't answer, so he let me go again. 


Or sometimes he stopped me at my wrist, but immediately he let me go because the last time he was holding me there, he was hurting me accidentally. It's not that I'm to shy or nervous to confront myself with him and I know that I said, that I will show him the new y/n but how can I show him the new y/n, when I don't even know who the new me is. It's weird and was dumb that I had such a big mouth.


 But to be honest I'm relieved that someone knows now my weird situation, I told him that accidentally because I was so angry and couldn't control myself but on the other hand I was scared that he may told someone about my situation.


 So that's why I'm now on my way to him, it's Friday and it's break so I walked through the hallway and for the first time, I'm the one who wanted to talk. But as I found him, I saw him making out with Skylie at the lockers. I don't know why but I felt a big stitch in my heart and immediately I turned around. This was a bad idea to talk with him, I knew it. I walked a few steps, but suddenly someone screamed my name.

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credits: lisaxgunnrsen 

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