Promises, lies, love, and tragedies

Kathrynn's death

I was about to cut when someone was knocking on the door. I hid the razor in a drawer and made sure I didn't have a small cut. I opened the door. It was the girl that Jack J was with earlier. She told me her name was Angie and she was Jack's SISTER! "Wait he has a sister?" I asked. "Yes" she said. "Look I'm the one who posted the video of you singing, I didn't know it was you until Jack told me. I'm sorry for what I did." She said. "Its fine uh I want to be alone" Angie walked away slowly. I could still here my phone ring all the way from the bathroom. I grabbed the razor from where I had left it. I pressed the razor on to my skin and I dragged it across my wrist. It was painful but worth it. I did it again for 5 more times. I put the razor back because someone was knocking on the door. I opened the door forgetting about my scars on my wrists. It was shawn he saw my scars and was starting to worry. He grabbed tissue paper and dabbed my cuts. I was yelling in pain. "Why? why did you do this to yourself? Is this how much you love yourself?" shawn said. I started to brake down in tears. Shawn hugged me real tight. "You know I care about you so much and my responsibility is to take care of you, I love you so much and it would hurt me if something worse than this happened to you." He finally let go and took me to my room he sat me down and started talking to me about how kids and adults that have cancer want to live so badly when you are wanting to die. His words really inspired me. Now I know I can come to him when I need to talk. He understood me, like if he'd gone through the same thing as I did.

The next day Kathrynn was going to the store and we received a call, "Hi is this Kathrynn's relative? Kathrynn got into a huge accident and we don't think she'll make it... shawn broke down into tears and rushed down to the hospital.

SHAWN'S P.O.V.

When I was younger I would always get bullied even physical bullied. I still get hate now but it doesn't get to me as much as it did a long time ago. Them one day I found out my sister cut herself. I had a talk with her about that kind of stuff she hugged me and thanked me.

The next day we received a call from the hospital saying that my sister Kathrynn got into a huge accident and they don't think they could save her. Jack G drove us to the hospital. She looked really hurt. I could see Steph's eyes wanting to let out tears. Even though Alexa and Kathrynn never got a long Alexa was really worried and almost wanting to cry. The doctors said it would be best if we said our goodbyes right now. All of us said our goodbyes one at a time. Steph went last, " Kathrynn you were the best sister I have ever had. I wish we had spent more time together but you were too busy. Why do you have to go now? I love you so much even though we got into so many arguments. I'm going to miss you very much. G-g-g I-I I can't say it. *beeeeeeep* GOODBYE!" Steph wouldn't let go of Kathrynn I felt so bad for her I know how much Kathrynn meant to her. The doctor then came in and pull the blanket up to cover Kathrynn's face. "ISNT THERE ANYTHING YOU CAN DO? THERES GOT TO BE SOMETHING PLEASE TELL ME YOU CAN TRY TO BRING HER BACK TO LIFE!!" Steph said "I'm afraid not" the doctor responded.