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April 17 2026 ~present~
Those days where Everything were so unforgettable
We had the best memories and best days of our lives.
Those special moments that never fade, were all treasured for the heart to keep
But now that I set him free and will never get him back
It hurts
It hurts so much
December 8 2024 ~past~
"Jimin, I know you love her more than you love me" I sighed and purse my lips into a thin line
"No, sweetie of course not. I love you the most" He held my hand with tears building up in his eyes
"Jimin there's no use in lying. I know everything. You love your best friend more than you love me" I started to whimper
"Y/N please listen first" he said and I looked down and tears started falling, endlessly
"I love you." He paused for a while and took a deep breath "Yes I have feelings for Eunsu, but I can learn to forget about her because I love you more than anything in my whole life"
lies.....
As he said those words somebody opened rooftop door
Eunsu
She had visible tears in her eyes. She heard everything.
She ran away crying, slamming the door shut
I saw Jimin was having the hardest choice in his life
To stay with me or to run after his best friend
His face was filled with pain, guilt and sadness. His cheeks were now wet with all the tears flowing down, non stop
He looked at me but then, looked away, avoiding eye contact
"Go"
As he heard my voice, he immediately faced me again. His face really explained what he's feeling right now, a mix of confusion and hurt
"Go"
"Go after her. You love her so much more"
"I'm setting you free. I'm letting you go. I won't hold you back anymore. I want you to be happy"
"If she's the reason why you smile everyday, go after her. You're free from my grasp. The chains that were locked in you heart are now open. The string that's keeping us together is now untied."
"You're free to run."
"I'm letting you go because you love her and I can't stop people who love each other so much. It is the strongest bond."
"I love you, Jimin. I always have."
"Love her with all your heart. More than you loved me."
As I said everything, he kept silent for his tears spoke everything he felt.
"Thank you" he said as I felt his last embrace
Then he ran off
"Goodbye, Jimin I love you"
"So much."
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