Happier-alerrie

Chapter 1

-I really am over her-

-Alex why do you keep lying to yourself?-

-What? Matt I am not, its time for you to get over it, she was the one who left me so stop putting the blame on me-

-Alex ever since you haven't been the same guy-

-She doesn't define me, she never did and she never will-

-I'm not talking about since she left-

-Don't go there Matt- he warned his friend and point him

-You know it's true, yes it was horrible what happened to you, you didn't deserve it at all but things happened and you need to know how to move on-

-I moved on, I am done with that-

-No you are not, you wanna know why? because here you are again lying to yourself-

-I am able to play, I am not lying-

-You know what Alex, I can't do this anymore, you haven't been the same and if you don't want to believe me don't but just think about all that you have lost because of your attitude- without saying more Matt got out and drove back to London.

1 year later

Alex's POV

I keep remembering those word "just think about all that you have lost because of your attitude" he was right, I lost my friends and I lost her, I wasn't able to handle the situation, each day was harder and I didn't know what to do. I pushed her away but I know it wasn't just my fault, I needed her, but she wasn't there, when I needed her the most she wasn't with me.

-Are you ready Alex?- Mo asks me before the match starts

-Yes, it's going to be perfect if we are able to win de Premier-

-Ok guys, we should be able to win this game, lets beat Watford, get those 3 points and finally win the legue- Kloop tell us

We are on our way to warm up when I notice that Andre is going to play too, I hadn't seen him in a long time so I decide to go and say hello.

-Hi mate, how are you?-

-Oh look but if it is the incredible Chambo- I hugged him

-I've missed you- I really did, he was one of my best friends two years ago

-Missed you too buddy-

-Need to go, see you out there?-

-You are going to wish I wouldn't be there, Leigh is here and I need to impress her- I remember all the times Perrie went to my matches, she was so supportive, she loved to go with me and I loved that she went and supported me. We were the perfect match, god this make me think I how much I miss her.

-Lets go Alex- I hear Mane and go straight to warm up

Perrie's POV

-C'mon Pez please come with me I don't want to be alone for 90 minutes- Leigh begs

-Leigh I am not in a mood for a soccer match-

-If you come I will take care of Teddy when you need it-

-Whenever I want?-

-Yep, promise-

-Fine, I'll get ready-

-I'll pick you up in 30 minutes, be ready woman I don't want to be late- I hang up and start looking for an outfit.

-You know I am really scare that you are driving- I say as I enter into Leighs car

-Shut up, I am an excellent driver-

-Yes...sure honey-

-So tell me, against who Watford is playing?-

-Liverpool- she looks at me with a please don't hit me face

-LIVERPOOL? Didn't you think about telling me this earlier I don't know before I accepted to come with you?-

-No, because I knew you wouldn't come. Pez you need to get over him, besides you are kind of dating Tony now-

-I guess you are right, and I am over him-

-Yes...sure honey- she repeats my words just to piss me off more

We finally arrived at the stadium and went to our seats. I take a look to the match program, he is here, I am happy he can play again he had suffered so much because of his injury.

-Do you miss him?- I hear Leighs voice, she must have seen me looking at Alex picture

-Every day- I nod and turn the page

-Why you don't try to fix the things with him? you loved each other so much. I mean sure you have Tony but I'm sure you don't love him or will love him as much as you love Alex -

-Because of that, we loved each other, but I don't think he loves me anymore, he hurt me too many times- I feel a tear running down my cheek which I quickly wipe away

-Besides maybe it's too late- I give her a small smile, trying to make her believe I'm ok, but the truth is it is me who needs to believe that.

-It's never to late Pez-

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First chapter! Please vote and comment and tell me what do you think 🤔

Also I'm sorry if there are grammar mistakes but English isn't my first language, feel free to correct me.