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sometimes— well, more like most of the time— i want to disappear. i want to leave everything behind and go somewhere far from home. the idea of forgetting my current monstrosity of a life, and going into a better life without anyone or anything in it seems so great.

i want to restart everything. i want to go back to when my friends were talking about you and stop myself from asking who you are. i want to stop myself from making the awful decision of meeting you and simply talking to you.

i completely regret all of my life choices. i want to leave them all behind.

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