short love (jb love story) completed

chapter 3

~At the hospital~

I watch as the doctor walks into my room.

"I'm afraid it came back you have maybe 5 to 6 months to live, I'm sorry"

I just fall to the floor crying. This can't happen again my life was just getting started what am I going to tell Justin? What if I wait the 5 or 6 months and not tell him, then I die I could never do that. I got to tell him but not right know I don't need him worried all the time. So I won't tell him. I felt bad for not telling him but I think this is for the best.

I stand up with my mom as we walk out the room, I wipe my eyes trying to not look as bad as I am. we walk down the hall and I hear laughter and I walk over to the door where I hear the laughing. I look in and I see a little boy maybe around 6 with a hospital gown and no hair. I look over and see a girl sitting on his hospital bed. She was also wearing a hospital gown and she had no hair. They both looked pale and very thin. I bite my lip, I looked like that but I got lucky and it came back.

"can I help you?"

I jump at the sound of a little boys voice. I snap out of my thought and I looked at them to see them both looking at me.

"um no, I just heard laughing and I got curious, so I came over here"

"oh, you want to come in?"

I hear te little girl ask

"no maybe a other time, but just keep laughing, it helps*

I gave them a faint smile

"we well, we tough we wont let this get us down"

The little boy says with a smile on his face, I let a smile on my face. Happy that they are not going to let this get them down.

"good, don't let it, bye now, hopefully I'll see you again"

"bye"

They both say at the same time, I smile at I take one more look at them then turn and walk down the hall. Where I see my mom standing there with a smile on her face.

"I'm proud of you sweetheart"

I smile and we walk out the hospital and mom drives home.

~At Home~

I was in my room curled into a ball staring at my wall. My walls are a bright purple, I have a light purple rug in the middle. My bed has a purple bedspread.

My phone starts to vibrate it's Justin great, I sound like I've been crying which I have been.

"hello?"

"hey shawty"

"hey..."

"whats wrong? are you crying?"

"I'm fine"

"no your not whats wrong? I know your crying talk to me?"

"I'm just tired"

"I don't believe you but I guess I can handle that"

"I just don't want to tell you right know I'm sorry, if you don't want me it's ok"

"shawty it's fine, you can tell me when you are ready, I will always want you"

"thanks"

"you welcome shawty"

"awwww"

"hey I got to go, but I will talk to you tomorrow"

"ok, Justybear bye"

"bye shawty"

With that I ended the call I go and lay down on my bed a fall asleep crying.