short love (jb love story) completed

chapter 4

~2 month later~

Me and Justin have been dating for 2 months, I have not told him yet. But I think when we go on our date tonight I will tell him. I've been getting sick a lot, I am always calling telling him I can't make it. I know, he knows something is going on. My hair is slowly starting to fall out.

~~At The Hospital~~

I've been going to the hospital more and more, and that where im at right now. I sit down on the bed and close my eyes, I look up to see a nurse come in with my cemo.

"hey honey"

"hi"

"I'm just here to get your cemo going"

I nod my arm are and I watch as she opens the needle connecting it to the tube that Connects to the bag that holds my cemo. She grabs my Hand and rubs the back of my hand. the finds the vein and puts the needle in. It doesn't bother me no more, she puts tape over the needle to hold it down. Then puts the bag on a hook so the liquid is going down the tube. I watch it for a minute before I look up at the nurse and I give her a faint smile.

"I'll be back to check on you"

I nod my head and lay back on the bed and close my eyes. It felt like I laid there forever so I sit up and swing my feet over the edge. I take a deep breath before I stand up and I grab the metal pole that has the bag with my cemo. I start to walk to the door holding onto the pole, I grab the door handle and open it, I step out.

I look around seeing a few nurses and doctors walking around doing there jobs. I start to walk down the hall looking around, I've been here so much but I have never really look around. I usually stay in my room when I'm here for my treatments. I look into room seeing all ages of people, ranging from 5 to 50.

I walk past one room but then I back up and look in seeing about five other people in there. I seen two older people maybe about 50/60 sitting playing chess, I see the tubes connected to the needles in their hands.

I looked over to the other side and I seen a boy maybe my age a year or year younger then me. He had on a pair of jeans and a sweatshirt that looks like a shirt. I seen the needle in his hand as well, he had no hair but if I had to guess I think it would be blonde.

Then I see two litter kids maybe 7 or 8 playing a game of gold fish. I seen the little girl have a needle in her arm, but I didn't see one in the boy hand.

I watched them for a moment then I stepped into the room. It felt like all eyes on me when I stepped into the room. But it was only the two little kids that looked up from there game of gold fish.

I bite my lip I seen the boy that was about my age look up from the game he was playing on the Xbox. I walk over

"you mind?"

"no, not at all"

I nod as I sit down on the couch and I look to see what he is playing I see its some action game.

"I haven't seen you here before*

I hear him say I look over at him to see he was engrossed with the game.

"ya, I usually stay in my room... this is my first time walking around"

"so you haven't been coming here long?"

I shake my head then I remember he is not looking at me.

"um no, I've been coming here for the past three years..."

I watch him pause the game and turns his head to look at me, giving me a weird and confused look. I have to say his eyes were a beautiful blue.

"what? how could you be coming here that long and not look around?"