Sweater Weather

Chapter 12

Yes, I'm still alone, sitting on the bed while playing some loud music to energize me up.

It's been hours since he walked out. I should've said sorry to him though, it was so rude of me. I bet he doesn't like me anymore since I totally look like a freak because of the condom situation earlier.

I frowned at just what I just thought and gave a deep sigh. "Savannah, why are you so stupid." I wondered loudly as I kept thinking and thinking about it all over again. "Stupid, stupid, STUPID—" I accidentally threw my phone on the floor while I was banging my head with my right hand. I got horrified and rushed out of bed to find my phone. "Please don't tell me it has a crack please.."

"Found it." I said and quickly flipped my phone to see if there are fresh cracks on it, but luckily there was none.

I relieved and went back on my- no, not 'my', I meant 'his' bed and sat boringly. I fidgetly started tapping my phone as I rest my head on my other hand, thinking what should I do to make my day productive, well.. of course with.. Manu.

Then I started thinking about Manu. How perfect he was. I mean, dude. He can sing, he can drive, he can treat yourself, Dunno if he cooks or not tho and he can even let a total stranger stay at your apartment for fookin' months. I mean, this is insane. He's like a freakin' boyfriend material.

Now i'm still deeply thinking about like everything but nothing isn't really happening, like i'm still staring at the window infront of me as the rain started to burst out of the sky.

I'm starting to worry about Manu. He told me that her girlfriend broke up with him but that doesn't mean that he should stay longer than an hour.

I'm expecting him right now to go home but I guess i'm not hearing anything except the rain.

I just layed down and started to play music with earphones on as I lay down on his comfy bed until I accidentally fell asleep.

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I woke up, hearing a sudden few knocks on the door as I stood up, looking at the window, seeing the sky still bursting out raindrops everywhere. I groaned and realized that maybe it was Manu.

I rushed to the door as my fingertips smashed gently on the walls while walking faster, opening the door and peeking outside seeing Manu being wet, dressed in raw cuts and bruises as he starts sneezing infront of me while wiping his nose with a tissue.

"Oh my god, Manu! What the hell happened to you!" I quickly opened the door wide as I can possible can so he could get inside.

He starts walking, seeing him with full of pain on his body while walking, sitting inside his bedroom. I followed him and sat beside him.

"Manu! It's freezing outside, and you knew that the weather's not good today, why didn't you brought a car with you?!" I said, panicking while worried, seeing his jawline with bruises. His eyes had a bruise, his cheeks got cuts, and like— his body is bloody bleeding.

He didn't replied but just stared soullessly at me.

"Manu.. i'm worried." I said, touching his jawline gently if it hurts (duh) and how he would feel if I touched it.

"Ah!" He groaned and moved my hand away from his jaw. "Manu.." I felt weak, seeing him like this.

Tears started falling from his eyes as he started hugging me tightly. It felt like he needed someone to talk to. It was so heartwarming hugging me like that tight, as if I don't want to let go.

I hugged back at him, rubbing his back into circles so he could somehow be a little bit better.

"Hey, hey.. It's alright.." I said gently.