Take My Breath

Startled

*Chris's POV*

  Not long after Sin fell asleep, Ricky came upstairs and knocked quietly on the door. I whispered for him to come in, and the door opened slowly. He looked at me, then Sin, then me again. "Uh huh. Kay. Want me to bring you your tacos?" he offered quietly.

  I shook my head no, and he nodded, then left, shutting the door behind him. I sighed and looked down at Sin. She looked so beautiful, no matter what. It was then that I noticed a paper on my nightstand, and picked it up.

  I knew from the way it was written that it was a song, and looked at the title, "Ghost." I, of course, was automatically afraid it was about Ghost downstairs, that she liked him and not me, so I read it.

She's standing there

But no one sees her

She's a ghost

Just a pretty little ghost

She was killed one day

Killed one day

By her mind

And ever since

She's too far gone

Too far gone to save

She's lost in her dreams

And she can't seem

To find her way home

She's gone in silence

And she can't find this

She can't find the way out

And I can't save her

I can't save her

She's been trapped in this world

For far too long

Her body's been beaten

Worn down

And bloodied

She became her own abuser

And she's so far gone

Too far gone to save

She's lost in her dreams

And she can't seem

To find her way home

She's gone in silence

And she can't find this

She can't find the way out

And I can't save her

I can't save her

Cuz I'm a ghost like her

  When I finished reading, I nearly was in tears. Whether she meant it about her and Jealousy, or just her, it was heartbreaking. I leaned over slightly so I could put the paper back, and felt Sin stir.

*Sin's POV*

  I awoke to Chris leaning over me, and groaned. "Sorry!" Chris whispered, laying back down. "I'm up now." I grumbled, snuggling up to him even closer. "Well, food is here, do you wanna go get it?" Chris asked me, and I said no.

  He asked why not, and I told him, "I just wanna lay here with you..." I had decided earlier, when I was trying to fall asleep, that I really do have feelings for him. "O-okay." Chris said in a surprised voice.

  "Unless you wanna go." I said quickly, and he shook his head. "I'm happy where I'm at." Chris said, smiling at me. That did it. I reached up and kissed him, and he kissed back immediately.

  I shivered at the cold of his lip rings, so he wrapped both arms around me. I grazed my tongue lightly across his bottom lip, and he parted his lips slightly, allowing our tongues to meet in the middle. I tugged on the bottom of his shirt, and he pulled it off.

  I laid back so that he moved to be on top of me, and he leaned down to bite my neck. I moaned softly, and he pulled away. "Are you sure you want this?" Chris asked, and I nodded, biting my lip, as I stared into his beautiful brown eyes.

  He crashed his lips against mine again, his touch full of passion. His hands moved down to my waist, where his fingers hooked the belt loops of my jeans, pulling me closer to him.

  I threaded my fingers into his hair, and with the other hand dragged my nails across his back, and he moaned softly into my mouth, and neither of us could hold back any longer.

  When we were done, we laid there snuggled together in his bed for awhile. Eventually, we got up, dressed, and went downstairs, where everyone was in the living room. Ghost saw us first, and nodded at us, his usual greeting.

  I went and sat next to Jealousy, who grinned at me. "What?" I asked curiously, as Chris sat by Ryan. "You two weren't exactly quiet..." Jealousy whispered to me, and I felt myself blushing badly.

  Ryan whispered something to Chris, and Chris punched him in the shoulder, but it wasn't playful like usual. "Fuck off." Chris spat at him, then walked out. Everyone turned to look at me, and I threw my hands up. "Whaaaat?!" I cried.

  "Ryan said it, not me!" We all turned to Ryan then. "What did you say to him?" Balz asked suspiciously. Ryan shook his head fearfully, so I stood, walked over to him, and grabbed him by the collar of his shirt.

  "What. The fuck. Did you say." I hissed at him. He pulled me closer and whispered, "Hope y'all used protection." I let go of him and stepped back, realizing we hadn't.

  "Oh shit..." I whispered, putting my hands over my face. "What's wrong?" Jealousy asked. "Shit!!!" I screamed, running upstairs to find Chris.