WARNING- Abuse,Self harm
JIMINS POV
"You worthless piece of shit!" My dad screamed while he kept punching and kicking me repeatedly.
I could feel the blood run down my pale face as it drizzled onto the floor.
"If anyone finds out you're fucking dead!understand?" He screamed kicking me again.
I didn't respond.
I was too scared to move, speak or even breathe."ANSWER ME!" He screamed once again this time pulling my hair hard.
"YES! I UNDERSTAND!" I cried out weakly.
He scoffed then left the room.
He wasn't always like this, everything changed when my mum left.He blamed me for it, he said she left because I was gay.
I caused this upon myself, I'm the reason everything goes wrong.
I weakly dragged myself into the bathroom.
I put both of my hands looking into the mirror."Disgusting" I scoffed. "Good thing Hoseok and my step-mum are only moving in tomorrow or else they'd have to see this shit."
I washed the blood off my face, but you could clearly see all of the new bruises that were now decorating my face.
I opened the cabinet and took out the only thing that helped me deal with the emotional pain.
I took out my razors.
I liked the feeling of a sharp object slashing through my wrist, ripping my skin. I loved the stinging pain that shot through my wrist every time I did it. I loved the white marks it left after it healed.
I unrolled my sleeve and raised my razor to my wrist.
I dragged it across my wrist and watched as the blood flowed down my wrist, creating a red puddle on the sink.
After I was done I cleaned up and laid on the cold bed until I fell into a darkness.
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