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>>YOONGIS POV<<
The next few weeks went by like a blur. All those police meetings drove me insane, getting asked the same questions over and over again and reminding myself about all of the things I experienced since the age of 13. Eventually my mum got sent to a mental institution because it was decided that she wasn't mentally unstable to go to jail and Jimins dad got 1 year in prison, such a small sentence for such a horrible thing he did I mean he sexually abused and raped an underage boy, but of course just because of that one little detail it was going to be overlooked by people and not taken as seriously.
Jimin has been trying to help me through this but just because he loves me now it doesn't mean all my problems and self hatred are going to suddenly dissappear, I'm thankful he cares enough to try. I feel horrible he must be going to through alot aswell to realise his dad was such a monster but I guess he knew that before this even happened, Jimin told me about how his dad used him as a living punching bag when no one was around but he didn't tell me about the scars on his arms I noticed them when he was changing his shirt. To think that the confident Park Jimin had a horrible home life and was depressed was a shock, he always tried to hide it to help me get through this but I could see the pain through his bright smile.
I like to think I'm getting better and I really hope Jimin is too.Even though he caused me pain I forgave him overtime and started to fall in love with him and everything he comes with, in this universe I couldn't imagine life without him now that I know what's its like to have him in it.
Right now we're living with Hoseoks mum I'm really grateful she took us in Im going to be 18 soon so she won't have to deal with me and I don't want to interrupt they're life but as for Jimin, Mrs Jung is his step mom so he has a long term place to stay until hes ready to live on his own.
After high school I really don't have a plan I've been trying to apply to colleges, it's not looking too good but I don't mind I've never imagined myself to go to college anyways. Jimin got accepted to multiple colleges but he said he didn't care about those schools he wanted to get accepted to an art school because he's interested in photography, I'm happy for him and how he has something he's so passionate about, I'm sure it's an amazing and euphoric feeling and is something that gives you a reason to get out of bed and seeing as the graduation date gets closer and closer I'm beggining to feel scared.
I'm so sorry I haven't been writing I'm horrible but a lot of things gave been going on the past 6 to 5 months but I want to get this book finished so I'm going to try my best -Gabi
