chapter 5

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Alex's POV

I'd walked upstairs originally to retrive the hoodie i'd left at Jacks a few weeks ago before I left, until i heard a muffled crying coming from the bathroom which both worried and intrigued me. I quietly pushed the door open to see Frankie curled up on the bathroom floor her face covered with a mixture of tears and blood. Oh good her wrist. No Frankie.. no.

'Alex' she said, shocked by my enterance.

'Franks, what have you done' I wispered so quet I was suprised she even heard me. 

'I didn't know what else to do.. the message... the ... she's... gone....' she stuttered before going into a shocked daze and staring at the pale white bathroom wall.

'Wow Franks, calm down'I said soothingly before taking a place on the floor beside her. 

'She's gone' she wispered again. She looked stunned. She's stopped crying now and just sat staring at the wall. 

'Come on' I said as I picked her up and carried her into her room and sat her on her bed. I kneeled on the floor infront of her, I took her hands in mine and looked straight into her eyes. 'Now Frankie, what's happened' I asked her over and over again. The answer still always 'she's gone'.

'Whos gone' I asked more pessistantly this time.This time she looked down at me and pointed at her phone trying to hold back sobs. I grabbed her phone and read the message that was signed 'L'.

'Frank's,  who's L' I asked her demandingly. This time she answered, 'She's gone... Lexi's gone'. Tears were running down her face. I walked over to her and pulled her into my arms and just held her as she cried.

All the memoried started rushing back to me. Dannie. The note. The blood. The pills. It had been too late. He was gone. I couldn't cope and I started cutting badly. I still had the scars, one for every memory. 

Soon I was stood there holdingher in my arms and we were both crying . 

I thought it was time to give up the act. 'He's gone too Franks' I wispered into her ear.  She pulled away from me looking shoked. Confusion was printed on her face.  I started by pulling up the sleeve of my jumper and wiped at my arm with a tissue. I wiped away my mum's conceler to reveal the fait white lines which were scars. on my wrist. She sat there with her mouth wide open. 

'Why..?' She wispered, I explained...

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Leaving it on a cliff hanger coz I'm  a bitch c; Please leave me comments of what you think/ How i could make it better. If you did i will love you forever and get married and buy a goat... or not.. whatever floats your boat. <3

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