LSD

CHAPTER TWO

My belly hurt, I knew I was doing wrong but I, I really wanted to just, you know try something.

It was like, some sort of right of passage and a last naughty fling all at the same time.

And it aint like I hadn't kinda done it before, all legal of course, I had to, for work.

All us doctor trainees had to try morphine just like we had to try out all the catheters, and when I say all the catheters I mean all the catheters, and all the different size needles, all the trainees had to I even had my lung punctured at one point, ouch believe me, ouch but I had to it was for training.

''hello.'' I heard a mans gruff voice on the other end, sounded like he'd just woken up or needed to clear his throat and hard.

''I, I'm interested in doing some business.'' I heard my voice stutter in that direction.

What was I doing really what.

''OK then what you interested in.'' he mocked me, ye OK I weren't down with the kids but I had the money and he had the stuff.

''like the ad says, I want what your selling.'' I said dancing around the phrase it was put.

''go on.'' he said. He was desperate for me to say the words pure desperate.

So I sucked in the air, and let the words flow uncomfortably from my gritted teeth.

''I want lad-sucks-dick OK happy now.'' no, I had nothing against that sort of thing, in young offenders some guy tried it on, broke his noes.

Its just, I don't know seems so wrong and alien, but if there not any where near me then what they do in there own time, nought to do with me.

I heard him laugh dirtily down the phone then snewk up.

''ye ye, don't sound the sort, so whats your price range.''

''I, I dont know, fifty-sixty quid, some where round that mark, don't want to get off my head like totally but want to have a good night you know what I mean.''

''anyone else at home with you.''

shit in me, why he ask that, I mean is he watching me, is he gonna do me in or... ha ain't even took stuff and I'm already paranoid.

''don't threat, don't threat. I only ask cause we do a two-for. 100 quid and you get a two-for.''

hell he mean by that.

''err no, the sixty quid one will be fine err, thanks all the same. So what happens now then do I come to you, meet you on a street corner or...''

he laughed once more, my god he had like some sort of demonic laugh on him.

''you haven't really done this before have you, you just give me your address and your order will be with you, should be with you in less then 25 minutes or 10% off.''

''err OK.''

I told him my address and as soon as I did he hung up the phone a second later.

And let me just say the next ten minutes were the longest of my hole entire life.

I had to keep stopping myself from ringing back up and asking to cancel my order.

But these people who I was dealing with, they were bad guys maybe even mafia and now they knew my address why Adam why I couldn't stop asking.

The time see to drag every minute was like an hour. Ten hours later well what like it seemed any way, and the door my god, sound like the police surprised the door didn't go threw and then some.

Shit, what if it was the police, but I mean hell would they know, they wouldn't would they, they shouldn't naturally.

What if they had my phone tapped, what if, what if they were getting real pissed off cause I was leaving them on the door step, which I was.

I shook off the bad sickly feeling and went to peek out threw the curtain, ye good idea Ad, police will think you got something to hide.

Didn't want to keep them on the door step too long and in the rain too, pouring it was.

I took a breath twisted the key, expecting to find at least three big copper guys welding guns and a door rammer thing and what did I find.