LSD

CHAPTER FOUR

''what the fuck you doing, you little freak.'' I jumped back in shock, but still his bony long hands were all over me, trying to undo my buttons.

And me, I was still there slapping away his hands.

''what the hell.''

''come on man, don't fuck about ye, he'll be here to pick me up in like half an hour don't make this hard ye, just take down your pants will you.''

''what I err, hello am I speaking alien to you, or something just get off, get off me, now,'' I pushed him.

My god, I pushed him and he kinda fell into the coffee table banging his face.

I stood over him, redoing my belt and buttons, I reached out my hand for his.

''I, I am sorry I.'' and I was honestly I was. I, I didn't want to hurt him honestly I didn't but what else was I meant to do.

But him, he just slapped my hand away my good gesture. He was bleeding only slightly but still he was bleeding and all because of me too.

''look ye, I get it your pissed off cause I'm a little under age, hells your problem.'' he snapped.

''a little underage, a little. Come on been a runner that's bad enough but, but this.'' I was, gob smacked pure and simply gob smacked I.

''this ha, you say it like it wasn't you who rang up it wasn't you who didn't order.''

''oh ye I ordered, I ordered drugs, LSD, drugs not gay male little gay faggit boys who suck dick.''

''oh come on, it couldn't have been any clearer call this number for a lad who sucks dick, can you really not read.''

''me not read, me. Come on it was in code. It was in code I mean come on who old are you, whose pimping you out where the fuck are your parents, I mean really do they even know, do they.''

he looked at me, and just plain and simply rolled his eyes, was I really an alien really, I mean young little lads, dodgy looking young little lads selling them selves there mouths for money honestly I mean what.

''that really is none of your business now is it.'' he helped him self up and got right up in my face.

''don't do that, don't do that, back the fuck up.'' I spat personal space was never really an issue with me, ever but he was a whore, an underage male faggit whore.

But slowly I reached out my hand towards his face, gently clasping on to his already bruising up chin, I had done that.

I tilted his head towards me, and as soon as our eyes met, it seemed as if he'd suddenly just backed down surrendered.

This poor poor kid. He was willing honestly willing to let me do anything I pleased to him. Anything but he was a boy I was a man he was underage he was an underage fag and he was completely and utterly for sale.

I, I didn't know what to do, or what I was really meant to say, I know deep down inside I really should have kicked the shit out of him, but all I could do was just, look at him, just look

look into his deep sad dark, nearly black retreated and surrendered eyes, he was willing to take anything I was willing to give, what a life.

''I can fix this, OK.'' I spoke as the doctor in me took over. ''I can stop the bruising the swelling it wont be so bad honestly I can help you.''

But he just tibbed my hand away, so much gentler then I did to him, and reached once again for my trousers.

''I said no, what part of fuck off do you really not understand, but I can help you honestly I can, just let me.'' I said taking his chin once again.