A list of reason I love him (Spencer List fan fiction)

Sorry is more than just an apology

SPENCERS POV

  As we sit there eating our ice cream, my mind is running with ways to explain to her why Cameron sets me off so much and if she asked what he ment when he said I was " nice" with other girls. Luckily she is so focused on eating she hasnt said anything, but now that I think of it she is probably waiting for me to say something since I was the one to ask her out. Wait not like ask her out on date, but like as friends. Friends do that right? Are we friends? Why am I so nervous right now, I dont like her and she dosent seem like one of the girls to just fall at my feet, so what is my problem I just need to speak up.

"So how is your icecream" she jumped a little as if I had disturbed a thought. "Its good" she had a smirk on her face like she was trying to play off me startling her "I havent had icecream in a long time so this is kind of a treat." Ok spencer dont say something stupid she is enjoying herself and you will just mess it up if you dont think before you speak.  Just as Im about to open my mouth a group of girls walk past and stop for an autograph, now let me tell you that this almost never happens, but of course the one time it dose  Im trying not to look like a tool. Now that they are gone I can see that the entire situation has made Madlynn uncomfortable.  "Im sorry about that, its not a normal thing for people to witness, and it doesnt always happen." By now her ice cream was gone so she had nothing to stop her from talking to me. "its fine, I understand its part of your lifestyle, its just kinda crazy to think that I live next to people that are famous, let alone be friends with them."  That word "friend", never has a girl ever been just my friend, maybe that is why I automatically think about  how pretty she is, I dont know any other behavior. I need to stop phsycoanalizing myself, there is a reason I brought Madlynn here and I need to get to it.

"Im glad that after everything that has happended in the past couple days that you still think of me and your friend" I really mean that, if she can handle this small amount of crazy having only just met, hopefully she wont have a problem with the rest of my life. Suddenly my phone buzzed and I open the notification from twitter.

Spencer List gets ice cream with mystery girl. New fling or real deal?

Im just glad that it was sunny enough for Madlynn to have on a hat and sun glasses, last thing I need is for  her to get linked to me in the media, or worse people to think Im tied down to one person. I put my phone down and give all my attention back to Madlynn. "So other than to make up for this morning I brought you here to talk to you about last night. I dont want you to take what Cameron said in a way that makes you think I took advantage of you or would ever take advantage of you, I may not me the nicest guy but Im not a sleeze ball." I wanted to clear the air but I also wanted to make sure that nothing that would completly ruin  my image would end up in the tabliots, I may not be super famous, but something like that would really destroy my career. She didnt speak for a minuet, acting like she was taken back by what it was that I had just said. When she finally opened her mouth what she said gave me some refeilf yet still surprised me , "I never thought you would do something like that, you  had been so kind to me and Juilet. Cameron was just being an ass, I really thought someone attractive would be nicer than that." Dose she really think Cameron is good looking? Will she like him even if he makes an ass of himself? What dose she think of me? Am I "attractive" and nice , making her think all attractive people are nice? Why do I even care what she thinks of me? More importntly, should I tell her about Cameron?