I know my sister hates me.
Who wouldn't? I have a very negative attitude towards people who are dear to me, and I wish I could change all of this. But I can't... I wish I would just die! Disappear from this world.
My sister wouldn't even tell me her problems while I just discovered them.
I CHASED AWAY HER BULLIES. So she would have a better high school, and she didn't even notice. I MADE HER FRIENDS COME. And she didn't even thank me.
I became hated because of all the little sacrifices I made for her. Yeah, I don't always try to bond with her but she is special to me. She just doesn't know it yet, or don't understand at all...
I hate myself for ever thinking that we could be okay... I hate myself for sacrificing too much and later on regretting it... when I tease her, she embarrasses me. And I didn't even make physical contact with her, and she would always hit me. Harshly.
I don't want to live anymore...
I want to D I E . . .
I'm a pathetic waste of space on this world, I hate myself.
She hates me.
My mom hates me.
My grandpaprents hate me.
My WHOLE FAMILY HATES ME.
My friends hate me.
NO ONE LOVES ME. NO ONE.
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Thoughts...
Randomjust some thoughts and decisions I might regret one day, But I was glad I did them anyways. And some personal opinions.
