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Justin went in the bathroom and took a shower "pfft- it's fine" Justin said and ruffled his hair before coming out
"Honey come on let's eat dinner!" His mom called out

Justin was holding a piece of meat with his chopsticks and slowly glances at Zhengting who is beside him, Zhengting feels someone is staring at him so he looked at Justin

Justin flinched and dropped the meat that was on his chopsticks and looked down.

"Justin you're making a mess" his mom warned

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Time passes by and it's already bedtime Justin was sitting at the other edge of the bed while hugging his pillow he glances at Zhengting for a moment he seems to be accepting all of these justin thought and slowly tucks himself on the bed

plus he's already asleep, what do I do my heart is beating fast he might hear itjustin keeps thinking and hugs his pillow tighter

He glances back at Zhengting, he sat back up and stretches out his hand and was about to touch Zhengting but zhengting looked back at Justin "what?" Zhengting asks

"Uh- uhm nothing!" Justin quickly jumps back at his spot

Zhengting stood up and grabbed his mattress under the table and lays it on the ground

"You are planning to sleep by your own, don't you?" Justin asks while looking down and playing with his fingers

"Yes, it's hot sleeping on the the same bed with you and you keep on moving that kind of annoys me" Zhengting said and sat down on the mattress staring at Justin

"Even if we are family, I don't plan on getting close to you and I'm not interested in you" Zhengting said and stood up

Woah the other day you were being an angel, zhengting what happened

Justin grips at the blanket "Then why did you do that to me? I don't think kissing is something you do in a person you're not interested in" he while looking at Zhengting getting near him

Zhengting sits beside him "because you we're bothering me" Zhengting said and cupped Justin's cheek with one hand slowly coming down to his chin and lifts it up

Justin stays silent, don't know what to do

"See this is a great way to shut you up, goodnight" Zhengting muttered and went back to his mattress.

The other day- you were ok... What happened?
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Justin is sitting lazily at the couch while watching something on the television waiting for anyone to cook him dinner

The door knocks and Justin quickly stood up hoping it is his mother he went to the mair door and opened it

"Mom I'm hu-" he stopped when he saw Zhengting "Oh I thought" Justin muttered and went back to the couch

Zhengting went to their room and changes his uniform, he looked at the mirror, he suddenly remembered what he said last night.

-Flashback-
Early in the morning zhengting was awake, he was looking for his phone charger near the outlet but he couldn't find, he ended up searching under the table but there were so many papers he grabbed it all and scanned it one by one. And then there was a ripped notebook page and has a letter to it, it doesn't seems like his hand writting at all so he read it.

He thinks it's from a journal written by Justin
-End-

He didn't thought of Justin's feeling when he did that to him and he felt really guilty, he sighed and went out the room.

He went to the living and saw Justin sitting with his hand on his chin and his elbow rested on the armrest of the couch and quietly watches the television

He walked slowly making his way to the couch where Justin is sitting, Justin looks at him

Zhengting sits beside Justin and faces him

"Hm?" Justin hums

"J-justin" Zhengting calls him

Justin looks at him with his heart beating fast *he called my name*

"Y-yes?" Justin answers

Zhengting sighs, he quickly placed his both hands Justin's shoulder

"I'm sorry, i-i think I pushed you into it sorry for making you confused I wasn't thinking about your feelings all this time" Zhengting apologises

"U-uhm" Justin looks down and grips at his shorts

"You won't let this go until I gave you some kind of closure don't you? Fine" Zhengting said and smiles

"U-uh maybe? It's okay you don-" Justin replies and stops when Zhengting suddenly pulled him into a hug "I'm sorry" Zhengting whispers

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