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by Justhin_

by Justhin_

One morning, it was before Christmas. Zhengting felt the cool air around them, He sits up and looked for the blanket but Justin took it all. He smiled and layed back.

Justin wakes up and turns around facing Zhengting, he wrapped his arm around the older's body "morning" he muttered with eyes closed, Zhengting only ruffled the younger's hair.

Justin opens one of his eye, he wrapped his arms round Zhengting's neck and pulls him close.

Zhengting on the other hand was shocked and just looked at Justin with widened eyes. He didn't know what to do. Justin moves closer, close that he could feel his breathing.

Zhengting's phone rings, then Justin quickly sits up not facing Zhengting

"H-hello?" Zhengting speaks

Justin felt bad, he wants to run away thinking why did he do that, is he crazy

"Oh J-justin? He is ok mom" Zhengting answers again not looking at Justin, The younger one scratches his nape

"Really? Bye" Zhengting said and ends the conversation

He stood up "I-im gonna make our breakfast"

When Zhengting shuts the door Justin lays back down and covering his eyes with his arm

"What was I thinking?" He muttered

"Idiot" he said and covered his face with a pillow.

A few minutes later Justin decided to get out of their room and went to the kitchen and saw Zhengting preparing the plates

"Come on let's eat" he said

I sat down and eat my breakfast quietly, he didn't even dared to speak. After that I decided to clean myself and went to the bathroom.

Zhengting was sitting down on the couch and Justin showed up and sits beside him

"H-hey I'm really sorry about earlier" Justin speaks up while looking down. Zhengting puts down his book on the table and faces Justin "did you do it deliberately? What were you trying to do?" Zhengting asks

Justin mentally swore and bites his lips "Listen- Zhengting I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm really sorry" Justin said over and over like sorry is the only word he know. Zhengting grabs both of his hands "You don't have to be sorry, you didn't do anything wrong I was just asking" Zhengting said and tries to calm the boy

"No, its my fault it's my fault for making things awkward and confused I'm sorry I'm really so-" Zhengting cuts him off "No it's not your fault Justin I just asked if it was intentional I'm not mad" He said and pats the younger's back

"I-i dont know I d-didn't know what i was thinking" he stutters

"I just want to sort things out it's not your fault,ok?" Zhengting muttered and puts away the hair the was covering the boy's face and tucks it behind his ears "I'm so stupid" Justin said and sniffs, wiping his tears

"Why are you crying? You shouldn't be, it's Christmas soon you have to be happy" Zhengting says softly and pats Justin's back

"I'm such an awful person it's all my fault and now its awkward" Justin said and sniffs again

it wasn't even awkward before

"Stop saying that it's not your fault" Zhengting said and pulls Justin close and lets him rest his head on his shoulder. "I-i think I have done it on purpose" Justin speaks out

"Hm? Why?" Zhengting questions

"I-i don't know I was just happy that you were there not leaving me a-and I want to- to kiss you" Justin said and grips at his shirt when he feels Zhengting gulped

"It's ok, you never experienced this right? I think you're just confused" Zhengting muttered and Justin just nods

"Zhengting.." Justin calls

Hello ims sorry for not updating but omg 2 chapters left ><