what I'm going through.

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There I was playing gears with some of my friends thinking about getting someone special a gift. My parents started arguing at first I thought nothing of it. It's pretty common and it usually only last a few minutes but then my dad started getting louder. I muted my mic so my friends wouldn't have to hear the destruction and continued playing. I was scared because my mom knows what to do when my dad starts losing it. It goes on for hours,my dads been screaming at my mom so much he started losing his voice. My mom calmly answer back all the questions he was screaming. I then heard him putting his hands on her and heard her yelling at him to stop. I quickly shut of my Xbox and ran to my room getting a weapon. Typing this out now scares me as I did this without flinching. I then lean in the doorway of the room they were fighting it hiding the hatchet I had behind the wall. I saw them on opposite sides of a table. I tuned out not listening to what they were fighting about and watched my dads movements my legs started trembling and buckling knowing that if my dad laid another finger on my mom I would have to strike him. I wouldn't want to kill him. I love my dad with all my heart but I knew what he was capable of, I probably would've went for his leg. But then my mom got up and said she was leaving, I quickly hid the hatchet back in my room and stood next to the front door. They continued arguing, finally I couldn't take it anymore and I walked out into the night when I got to the end of the driveway I saw my mom had unlocked her car. I looked back at the house then the car knowing I had to make a choice. But I chose neither and began running down the highway. Tears began poring out of my eyes as I just couldn't hold them in anymore. I was scared I felt so helpless. I began thinking of my big brother wishing he was there to protect me. And he was in my heart. I just keep thinking of him and running. My legs were going numb and began moving only out of muscle memory for how long I was running for. My lungs and sides were hurting but I didn't dare to look back. I then heard a car slowing down and saw my mom pull up in front of me. I was so tired of running I couldn't argue and got in. When I got in all she said was "sorry". I could tell she hand been crying too. She drove me to my grandmother's and dropped me off. Now I'm sitting in the dark on a couch writing this. I'm scared. I know not many people will care about this but I had to get this off of my chest. I know I'll have to go back to my house my only hope is that I don't find my father's corps with a bullet through his head...I'm not Christian but this night I prayed to god to let it all work out. And I hope he answers. I promise I'll get a story out for you guys tomorrow, even if I'm going through this all I want to do is make people happy. Thank you everyone.

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