I'm too blind (seulrene)

It's hurt but its okay /1/

You changes.. I can't blame you. It's my fault , ' sorry and i love you.

-irene
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Flashback —

I drank my coffee , and then i ate my pancakes... uh i like this morning .. so peaceful. "I bring the car , bye see u " i said as i left my house , i start engine my car and then i heading to my school.

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"Good morning class" my teacher said as he heading to his desk , "right now we're gonna..... ...... ....." blah blah blah and blah blah .. i hate this class , chemistry. I'd just like to write and singing , that's my passion .. i just can't push my self to what that people want. I walk outside from the class , don't care what will my teacher do .. "HEY YOU! Come here you stubborn!" He said in a angry tone , yes I understand why is he like that.. because that i'd just leave like that. I'm heading to the rooftop, find a nice air.. i like stayin here , peaceful .. this is the place that i used to be to read some novels , write a song..
"Awwh don't leave the mark" some girl said... i'm curious.. very curious and then i'm find where is that voice came from, yes i'm right there is a lovey dovey couple make a session of making out here , at the school rooftop. "Go away" i said.. but that make my heart broke into a pieces.. that person.. my blood starting to boild... i can feel the temperature here.. in my heart. " wtf irene?!" I said in a angry tone but i'm too tired to take a argument with her , "do what ever u want.. i don't care anymore , i guess." I said to her and leaving. I'd started to run.. run run and run. What a great morning to continue a day...

I can't help it... i love her so much , with all my heart. Bae joohyun. That girl.. yes the goddess here.. at my highschool, and guess what? I'm the one who gets her heart here.. I'm proud very proud. UnTill that night.. slowly... piece by piece.. her places in my heart.. is gone.. yes she is makes me broken.

That night —

6p.m

"Hey babe?" My girlfriend said in a cheerful tone , "yes baby? Anything wrong?" I said to her on phone call , "i'm sorry but u can't come tonight , my family just came from daegu and you know right?... u understand right?" She said in a sad way... And stupid me i believe her. "Ah.. yes it's okay.. fine.. how about tomorrow i'll pick u up? Eleven?" I said to her , "okay eleven.. gotta go bye baby" she said.. but i think there's is someone beside her , i hear a someone make a 'husky' voices besides her and it's a man voices...
Hmm it's makes me curious i think ...
"Ah i must go there" i said to myself..
But then my cousin stop me , Jungyeon. "Don't go.. I don't want u to get hurt again , kang's" she said.. "what's wrong ? And how do u know that i want to go there?!" I said in a angry tone but u know.. i'm just pretending to her.
"I saw her.. with that bastard again , get in to his car and i heard what she's said.. ' don't make me loud today babe.. my parents can back in anytime' " my nephew said. "You serious? How dare she is!" I said with a angry voices , "100% sure , just stay here.. let's eat. Shall we?" She said to me.

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She's always makes my heart broke.. yes she is , but why that i always forgive her? She's even doesn't says her apologies to me.. after many a many times.
I think i'm just a toy for her.. i want to leave.. but my heart says to stay.
"Eat properly seulgi-yah , you'll get sick" jungyeon said to me , "yes" i said in a low tone .. " are you sure jungyeon? She said that? I'm disappointed" i said to her , "yeah.. 100%" "don't think about it too much .. she just a bitch that  just playing with your heart" she said while eating , "Hey! Don't said that , she's not a bitch" i said to her ... see? Why am i always protecting her.. i just love her that much...
Ding Dong ~
"Who's that?" I said to jungyeon , "don't know.. open that door" she said.. "whats?? I'm eating rightnow!" I said while pouting to her , "Yah you blind? Me toooo" she said .. Ugh she is so annoying.. Then i walked to the front door , i open it. "Hey.. Oh hey seulgi!" Said the brunette girl , "Unnie?? Unnie! I miss you!" I said to the brunette.. "so how are you , jennie?" I said as i pull her in and close the door. "I'm fine seulgi" she said and then she give me a quick peck on my cheek. "Uhm.. i'm here too.. Jennie..." jungyeon said as she walk to us , "oh hi jungyeon , long time no see" , "yes long time" jungyeon said as she teasing me..
Yeah right.. Jennie Kim , i have a crush on her about 3 years ago... before i met the love of my life, Bae Irene.

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Hello , sorry if there's typo or something.. i make it at 2a.m ㅋㅋㅋㅋ i need ur advice and don't forget to vote