I'm too blind (seulrene)

I'd still have a places for her in my heart /3/

I walk in to my house .. and it's very quiet and dark. It's 11p.m thought.
"Hey you home?" Somebody said that , makes me jump in scared.
"Jennie? Didn't sleep yet?" I said , "Nope, i'm waiting you" "are you okay?" "What's wrong?" She said in a worry tone. "Ah.. nothing's wrong unnie.." , "you sure? Remember seulgi-yah , i'll be here" she said that makes me smiles .. "thank you unnie.. i love you" "but u must sleep rightnow, u must be tired just arrive this noon" i said. "Love you too ddeulgi yah , actually i'm a bit sleepy.." she said , "then sleep unnie" i said to her , "Accompany me? Pwease ddeulgi yah?" She said that with her cute aegyo tone.
Aishh this unnie I thought... "sorry unnie i'm just scared that you'll do something to me" i said that as i gave her a 'something' look. "Yah! I'm not a pervert.. i'm not jungyeon you know.." she said in a low tone. "What me??!" Jungyeon said that as she's walk out from her room.. "ah nothing.. good night bye!" I said to jennie and jungyeon then i run to my room. I'm just scared if she's know that i've just go to joohyun house.
Well.. jungyeon it's just like my mother.. she is the one who take care of me, because my parents is on tokyo , business things and live there. And i'm just here with jungyeon.

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7a.m

Knock knock knock..
"Good morning seulgi! U must wake up right now!" Jungyeon said to me.
"I'm awake at 5 , you idiot! Ugh you are too loud" i said to her , "yeahyeahyeah i'm sorry miss diligent" she said.
I heading to the kitchen.. and then something is wrapping my neck , ah.. a hands. "Hey! Morning" jennie said and gave me a peck on my cheeks , "ah.. morning unnie" i said to her.
"Oh please.. u two.. get a room geez" jungyeon said as she eating her breakfast , jennie just laugh and heading to the table and drank her juices. "Wtf jungyeon? Stop teasing me and jennie unnie!" I said , "Yooo u have no jam baby" she said and let out a small giggles.

"Bye bye! I take the car okay" i said and then i heading to my car.
As i driving, i think about irene.. again and again.

"Hey baby" someone said to me as i just walk in to my school. "Hey.." i said to irene , "what's wrong??" She said , "nothing" i said and then i just leave her like that then i walk in to my class.
Yeah we're in a different class .. actually different grades. She's on a 4 grade while i'm on 2 grade.. well.. she's my unnie. And she's act like my unnie too , like always take care of me.. cooking for me.. but that's all just in the past , rightnow? As I remember.. just 2 times or never? I forgot.
The bell just rang -- it's a lunch time..
I take my lunch and then I'm sit on the empty table.. i keep chewing my lunch and suddenly someone ask me. "Can i sit here?" She said , "oh ofc.." i said to her since my bestfriend is not here , yes , they're on the vacation rightnow
; wendy , yeri , seokjin , lalisa , joy , etc .. yes i have a bunch of friend .. actually I'm pretty famous here ahaha.
Woah she is so beautiful i thought.. "yes?" The girl said , "pardon?" I said to her , "what's wrong? You kept looking at me like that? Something wrong?" She said.. Crap..why am i lookin at her like that.. "ah nothing nothing .. what's your name btw? Mine is Seulgi , Kang Seulgi" i said to her , "it's Mina , Myoui Mina. And ofc i know you Kang Seulgi" she said while smiling .
We kept talking each other.. she is so nice i thought. Then suddenly .. "excuse me , but can i take mine?" A girl said .. and i know by her voices.. it's irene.
"Yes ofc , sorry" mina said to irene , "no need to sorry mina , it's fine" i said to mina "bye see you penguin" i said to mina while irene keep dragging me to leave.
"What is that kang seulgi??!" Irene said in a angry tone , "what?" I said to her , "are you idiot or what?? What is that?penguin??" She said.. ah jelly girl..
"Nothing irene , okay i'm sorry" i said to her and i said my apologies bcs I don't want take a argument to her , again. "I miss you" she said while hugging me.. "ah btw yesterday u said u wanna pick me at 11? Ahaha dumb bear.. u thought now it's sunday right? And why am i thought that too" she said to me. "Ah yes haha" i said to her.. "what is it bear? Anything wrong?" She said , "nothing.. ah how's yesterday btw? Are they buy something to you from daegu?" I ask her , "ah.. about that.. no no they're not" she said , "you lying again irene , i know.." i said as i gave her a weak smile , "what??" She said pretending like there is nothing wrong , "how about last night? Is it good with your fxxk boy?" I said to her , "how--- do.. yo-you know?" She said , "How do i know??! Eh? I'm not even heard an apologize from you unnie?!" I said to her .. it's a first time i call her unnie after a long time , i said that when i'm just very very very disappointed and just see her as a sister not more.
"Baby bear.. i- i can explain .. i'm sorry" she said as she just want cry , I cant.. i cant seeing her crying.. that is my weakness.

"Just lets broke up?" I said to her