My Lonely Summer(a Roc Royal love story){EDITING}

the situations I always get put in

I drifted to sleep and woke really hot and sweaty

Me:*mumbles*Wtf

I look out the window and saw it had gotten dark I forgot I was suppose to meet up with some-

Oh...wait no that got cancelled

Me: ugh my life is over!

I through the pillow over my head and didn't hear when someone had walked in. I felt something brush against my leg and I jumped a lil and my reflexes kicked back in and I hit something really hard with my pillow

??: Damnnn girl what you got in that pillow case BRICKS??

me: dammit ROC you gotta stop sneaking up on me all the time. Your lucky this time all I had was a pillow

Roc:....well can I talk to you real quick

Me:Bout what?

Roc: I was wondering....if you could.....not tell prod about that kiss earlier

I sighed with relief

Me: oh great cuz I thought you were goin to tell no I want to keep that a secret....and *starts blushing* sorry for....umm forcing myself on you

I look down because I do remember when he kissed me my reaction was to kiss back but I think I went a lil too far

Roc:*smiles* it's cool you can force yourself on me anytime ;)

Me:*tries to fight back grin* ok umm but what are you still doing here

I look at my phone and see it's past 9 usually he'll leave 7:30 or 8

Roc: I waited til prod was sleep so I could come talk to you

Awwww how sweet. Wait NOOO Bria don't do this. Idk why but something inside of me told me I shouldn't be doing this like something bad was about to happen at any moment.

Me: that's sweet :)

Right after I smile he starts to lean in again but everything in my body is telling me to push him away but...I'm still my body won't move and then I feel his lips on mine. It felt like a electric wave shot through my body and made me move closer to him

Roc:*mumbles with his lips on mine* damn

Me:*pull away* u felt that?

Roc: that shock? Yea *smirks*

Me: and what are you smirking for

Roc: idk I just know that you like it

And he was soooo right. I had to stop this I mean yes he is Very very very VERRRRY VERY sexy naww not even he SMEXII but last year at school he hooked up with every girl at school....except for me but whatever he broke every and each one of those girls heart and one was even my bestie.

Nooo not Jazzy but Melinda I calked her Melly for short.

She was crazy about him and I evened helped them hook up which I should of NEVER did cuz after he broke her heart she broke our friendship. She started dating another guy named Ray and looked like she was in love but she still doesn't talk to and really hurts to-

Roc cut off my train of thought with another kiss but this time more roughly more lustful. Haha call me weird but I love aggression so this just turned me on. He through me back on the bed and pinned my arms above my head. He kissed my from my neck down to my stomach and stopped when he got to my girly part(lol). He looked at me for an answer I just layed there looking at him suddenly my arm were moving over to his face pull him closer to my lips. I kissed him then got up