disturbing thoughts

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((ok so this suggestion came from @TrustyMcCoolGirl1999 thank you so much for leaving a suggestion... anyway mark and jack are married and jack has low self esteem like really REALLY low self esteem I think that's all you need to know so far okay ENJOY!!!))





Mark's Pov:

I came home from my office I was helping Ethan with editing

((I'm trying okay its been a while lol))

has I grabbed an apple off the counter I heard soft sniffing and little whines. "sean!" no answer "babe?" I got worried. I made my way to the living room, as I got closer I heard "why do I exist? I'm a waste of life. I should just kill myself." my heart broke hearing those damn words come out of his mouth. I peeked in slowly he was curled into a loose ball on the floor, and a bottle and a half of Muscadet was gone. I saw him pick up what looked like a razor blade on put it on his wrist "NO SEAN STOP!" I grabbed his arms and pulled them away from each other."WHY MARK ITS GONNA HELP I'LL BE BETTER AND YOU WON'T HAVE TO DEAL WITH ME ANY MORE!" tears streamed down his face. "drop the razor."

"but?" "NOW." he slowly dropped the razor. sean sobbed and hugged me. "why?" he started "why what?" "why won't you just let me die I mean look at me I'm a stupid, worthless, piece of dog shit and you know it. just admit it already you only dated me out of pity and you don't actually love me. life for you would be so much better if I wasn't in it" I picked him up and put him on the couch. I put one hand on his thigh and one on the side of his face. "sean look at me" he looked at me slowly, his eyes full of self-hate and regret. "I love you and I always will. you are none of those stupid things you just said you are a handsome, intelligent, loveable, funny, and the best boyfriend anyone could ask for. now I don't wanna ever hear those horrible words come out of your mouth ever again do you understand?" I said in my stern voice. he was still crying but smiling this time he nodded and said, "I love you too." we both smiled. I saw him grab a pillow and cover his face "why do I look like this?" he giggled I pulled the pillow off and kissed him.

jacks pov:

when Mark kissed me it felt like the first time we ever kissed. butterflies flew everywhere in my stomach I felt like I was wanted, no not want, it was deeper than that I felt like I was needed and loved. My hands found their way to his hair. I laid down as he got on top of me not breaking the kiss. I tugged on his shirt signaling for him to take it off, he quickly got the hint and took it off. he growled as I giggled he attacked my neck leaving hickeys all over me. I took off my shirt as well as my boxers. mark made his way down to my slightly erect member and kissed the tip. I bit my lip, tangling my fingers in his hair. he licked from the base up slowly teasing me. "Mark please~" Mark put me in his mouth "oh~" I moaned as he went lower and faster. when I was fully hard he took me out of his mouth and unbuttoned his pants.

Mark lubed up his member and slowly pushed in. "oh my god sean you're so tight." i started blushing. when mark pushed in fully it hit my prostate. "aw~ Mark f-faster." he thrusted faster hitting my prostate every singal time. "fu-ck ~" Mark grumbled we quickly switched positions to where i was riding him. i started bouncng and Mark grabbed my hips for support i felt him twitch inside me making me go insane. "i'm g-gonna~...FUck" he shot cum inside me filling me up. i came on his lower stomach. when we came down from our high i got of and grabbed of tissues wiping him and me off. when i was done i put on some tight boxers while Mark chose to stay naked i laid on top of him covering us up. "you're so beautiful and i love you" i smiled and kissed him "i love you too." i laid my tired head on his hot chest letting the sound of his heart woo me to sleep.

((AWWWWW!!! this is cute p.s. i dont know what happened to the apple lol tell me what happened in the comments XD))

~iniyah

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