That story with this strange trash can and her life

Weirdest nightmare/dream ... ;-;

So uh I was in a forest basically I had a white tail ;-; so I was an Arctic Fox in the woods???
I just walked in to the woods because if I tried escaping I would hear like some childish laugh ...
So I walked in and I heard like gun shots happening , and the gun shots were like near me so I uh tried running but it wouldn't even let me fucking move! Until the noise came really fucking close to where I was at . Then for some reason I was able to run?!! I don't know... anyways as a I was saying I like stopped at some weird ass tree then I turned around and there was the person I didn't see nobody or who the hell is this person but they had like a fucking gun and shot me in the head then the chest ;-;
That person left or disappeared like this ;-;

And uh I was still in pain when I got shot but I didn't die for some weird ass reason??? Then suddenly I touched my chest it was filled with black gooey shit ;-; then I touched my forhead samething as my chest
Black gooey shit.
._. Suddenly I felt like ripping my heart out of my chest then I found it and just stared at it while crying black gooey shit.
After that I woke up ;-;
Then this weird ass dream gave me an idea for a character

I have like a ton of weird ass dreams that gave me character ideas ;-;
Eh bye hehehehehe