the other twin • ethan dolan

chapter three

       the pieces of shattered glass fall onto the floor. blood dripped onto my dresser as tears fell from my eyes..

"what's wrong with me?" i yell at myself as i stare at my reflection in the remaining pieces of the mirror.

my heart was absolutely broken. i lost all chances with the boy that i had my heart set on for the longest. i felt so mad, sad, and i blamed myself for it all. maybe i wasn't good enough for him ... why would he make fun of me in front of everyone?

i was tired of disappointment. ever since my parents divorce, everything in my life has went terribly. as if things couldn't get worse for me, this happens.

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ethan's p.o.v

i thrusted into her as i gripped her ass with one hand and held her hair tight with the other. pointless sex was usually great, but this time, it feels different. my mind is somewhere else. ever since grayson did what he did to that girl in front of everyone today, i been feeling some type of way. i don't know what it is. something is just bothering me in a way. i usually would just brush shit like that off and laugh, but this time it wasn't funny.

"oh my goddd ethan!" the girl screams.
"shut up." i say as i pull out.
"leave"

i literally couldn't even enjoy sex because i was thinking on this whole situation so hard. the girl gets up, puts her clothes on, and leaves.

hopefully shit will go back to normal soon because i don't feel like myself.

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y/n's p.o.v

"there's a party at 9 for the juniors tonight. y'all down?" my friend val says
"yeah. i need to get my mind off all this grayson shit honestly." i say.
"i'm down." emily says.
"me too. i miss going out with my bitches." my friend alison says.
"Bitch we just went to a party last weekend." emily says.
"exactly, it's been a whole week hoe. and y/n, grayson ain't shit !!! stop worrying about him girl. he probably fucking somebody right now and not thinking about how he hurt you and you're over here like this. he's not worth it." alison says.

my friends try to help me out to make me feel better, but most of the time they just end up making me feel worse. i look down, trying not to cry because now i have the image of him with another girl in my mind.

"you're right alison, but it's still gonna hurt her for a while. you know things take time. give her time." emily says, taking up for me.
"i love you guys. now, let's get ready for this crazy ass night bitches!!!!" emily says.

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i decide to look sexy tonight. maybe i'll run into a cute guy, or maybe something might happen. i really didn't care. pointless sex might be something i could use.... to get my thoughts off him. besides, i hadn't had sex in like a year since my ex so what would one time hurt.

i put on a white lacy top paired with some high-waisted black shorts. i was sure to make it so i had a generous amount of cleavage showing, but i put a jean jacket over it to cover up so i could get out of my house without my mom saying anything. i straighten my hair and put on a little makeup.

i hear the horn from val's car so i take one last look in the mirror. i looked great, honestly. i run downstairs and open the door and join my friends in the car. i was ready for an eventful night...

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we walk into the party and the smell of alcohol and weed hits me like a car. i was so ready to get fucked up honestly so i find some alcohol and within minutes, i'm gone.

"damn y/n. slow down girl!" emily says.
"bitch, nooo ! i'm having too much fun" i say as i take another shot.

i start dancing and i'm so into it, honestly. my mind was in another place and it was amazing. the music was great and i moved my body to the beat of it with no care in the world. i felt great.

i feel a pair of hands land on my hips and i just go along with it. i feel warm breaths on my neck and the feeling sent shivers down my spine. i moved with him and the music. i finally spin around and i'm faced with a tall figure.

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end of chapter three.

hope you guys enjoyed this chapter!

who do you guys think the figure is? what do y'all think is gonna happen next?

- han 💋