tears of blood ~ yoonseok

20/30

✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*
"head so full of
i don't cares and i don't knows.
~ find my way.
✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*

"you guys ready?" yoongi's voice sounded through the cafe, however i continued to stare down at my empty glass, wanting either taehyung or jungkook to answer instead.

"yeah we're ready." they both got up from their chairs before putting their coats on and i followed their actions, not wanting to make eye contact with anyone.

yoongi took our cups and made his way to the kitchen before bursting back through the doors shortly after, we exited the cafe without exchanging any other words and watched yoongi lock up. jungkook and taehyung intwined their hands with one another, making their way down the street whilst swinging their arms forward and backwards. i quickly grabbed my phone from my pocket and snapped a photo of them underneath the fairy lights that were beginning to light up, illuminating the street. looking at the photos and smiling, i began walking behind, not wanting to disturb them.

"you're hair looks really nice." yoongi said as he caught up with me, i kept my eyes focused on the path in front as i stuffed my phone back into my pocket.

"it was all you, thank you."

"that's okay, told you not to worry." he chuckled and i tried my best to fight back a smile.

"do they know?" i looked at yoongi with a confused look displayed on my face at his sudden question, he looked back at me with an almost sad expression.

"do jungkook and taehyung know? i heard you say that you didn't want a soulmate..."

"oh..." i muttered, looking forward so i didn't have to look into yoongi's eyes any longer despite every part of me wanting to look in them forever.

"we're not soulmates." i insisted, a small sigh escaping from yoongi's lips before we plunged into an uncomfortable silence for the rest of the journey to the beach.

we finally stepped on to the sand, the waves surprisingly calm for night time. i followed behind jungkook and taehyung who were still holding hands, trying to ignore the figure walking besides me. we all sat down on the sand and i pulled the hood of my jacket over my strawberry blonde hair as the wind had grew chilly. i watched as yoongi sat besides me and we all watched the waves in the distance in silence before yoongi spoke up.

"who wants sparklers?"

"meeee!" jungkook cheered and yoongi took a packet out of his pocket, lighting the end with a lighter and handing it over to jungkook who squealed in delight like a little kid. he began drawing pictures and taehyung quickly sat in front of him, swiftly getting his camera out and taking photos of his boyfriend as whilst they both giggled happily for no reason at all.

"would you like one hoseok?"

"no thank you."

only minutes past and jungkook had used all the sparklers up, taehyung taking photos with every given opportunity. i found myself swooning over how cute they were and how they act around each other. their laughter eventually died down, the only thing i could hear was the echoing of the waves and everyone's breathing.

"i want to go down to the sea." yoongi insisted, standing up and brushing the sand off of him. before i could even blink he presented his hand out in front of me before speaking.

"come with me?" i snapped my head over at jungkook and tae who practically had hearts for eyes. not much help. i averted my eyes back to yoongi's hand which was still outstretched, my heart missing so many beats that i thought it had stopped.