So yeah.
It's been a while.
Sorry bout that.
Let me tell ya why that is.
So I was in this relationship. Everything was going as great as it could considering we never really got to see each other.
And then it all went to hell.
Turns out he was cheating on me. And that hurt. I was in a bad place. I started self harming. I contemplated suicide. And it's not just because he cheated on me. It's because I trusted him, told him things about me that no one else knew, and we said I love you to each other. Before we started dating I almost killed myself. He literally saved my life. He gave me hope, but it was all a lie.
So yeah, I guess to say that I was depressed would be completely accurate.
But now things are kinda looking up. I'm talking to someone that I think I may like, and he's actually a good person. He's into the same things as me, and he's talented and funny. Not to mention, he's hella cute. ☺️
Anyway, that's my story time. Imma try posting more, just bear with me. I'm still pretty depressed, and I'm just trying to find happiness.
