My psychotic story

Can't Resist The Urge

After telling Eli what had happened and showing he what had happened to me but I didn't tell him a word about the voices in head. It's been a few days since I told Eli about what had happened and and every day something new keeps popping up just today now I get these urges to hurt people and kill but I try my best to hold them back and the voices they've gotten louder they would tell me to kill and laugh this evil creepy yet satisfying laugh almost every time I leave my house I can't go anywhere without the voices telling me to kill and laughing after telling me to but this one time I couldn't hold it back I was taking a walk around seven or eight when I got the urge again but this time it seemed to be stronger I start to bang my head with my hand trying to stop the voices and urge to kill but I couldn't then I snapped I saw someone walking ahead of my I slowly walk behind them and started beating them I had no control of myself but in a odd way...it felt right it felt good and calming but I knew what I was doing was bad and I needed to stop but I couldn't I keep punching and punching until the blood from he's face was flowing down his cheeks the I snap back into reality looking at my hands and the blood they were covered in but the weird thing is I didn't feel bad I felt like laughing I stand up and begin to laugh the same evil creepy laugh I hear in my head it felt good to kill I'm not the sameg person I was I'm completely crazy I was insane.

(( Sorry this part took so long and was so short been busy with life and school but hope u enjoyed ))