A Doll In a Dog's Eye

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Dear Dre,
​I know you're not a fan of tears , but I hope you don't mind me shedding some while writing this...I really have some serious explaining to do. Off the strength of loyalty, and the loyalty you have shown me, you deserve more than that...First off, I wanna say, I'm sorry for all the pain that I have caused you and the pain that you have been through. I love you Dre', and no matter what, I always will. You once told me that the game was only made for those who played. Out of all these years, now, I finally know what you mean....Everyone thinks they know the whole truth, yet, they really don't. I'm the only who does. In life, everyone get's played. However, women, because we tend to use our hearts more, suffer this the most. Often times, it's because we meet a nigga who under estimates us. One thing you can assume about the female population is that men are stronger because they tend to use their heart less, when compared...however, what a lot of motherfuckers fail to remember, is that girls...women, mature faster than boys. Meaning, we're always a couple steps ahead... so in reality we make up for it, simply put, we were made to get even. This is a woman's world, a woman intuition is no joke, and we will forever reign. You see, in life, we should always remember to never be biased, because life isn't ...EVERYONE gets played. I just hate that fact that it was you who started it. After I found out that you had some girl pregnant and refused to give me a family I was really hurt. I sat on that shit for like a year...When I found out that girl was my best friend, or my so called best friend, that shit nearly killed me....So, it was me...I had you set up. I took over your organization, and by now, I've killed your sister. I also gave Tiana a taste of her own medicine...So I had each of your workers to start making hits for me. They shot up each other, and they shot up her funeral...After I found out Khadijah was stealing from me and feigning to suck my brothers dick every night, I knew it would be easy getting her. So after the funeral and time passed, I got the same stunts to pay her a visit too....You see, I recorded one of you and Alicia's phone convo's. Y'all were talking a bunch of bullshit about how you knew you couldn't allow me to have all of you because I was too naïve, and that you could get away with anything and I would never expect nothing because I was so in love with you...I guess that's the terrible truth about how you saw me...oh yeah, I also knew about the stash that she had, and that false "Ceeloz" idea bullshit that you all constructed to try to throw me off and have me get killed so that she could be in control of all of your money... you really was gon allow that bird to take the house? Everthing we worked for together??  and  i was supposed to be dead while y'all's grandparents live happily ever after off the fruits of the shit you was able to clean up using my good name....kinda makes sense now, you know being that they didn't like the fact that you had everything in my name. So I played the role, and eventually turned into the puppet master....I made her crew think she was sending commands by me. It's funny...cause niggas always tryna play females for how we use our feelings, but niggas are dicks who think with their dicks...they'll never succeed when faced with the pussy...or a female period. I killed that bitch, I killed Justice because that creep nigga knew my entire plan, and most of all the shit you did that I know, is slowly killing you. You hurt me, and I will never be the same again. But what I learned from you was that I will never use my heart again. Your guilt is eating you alive. But, never the less, there's no need to worry. Now we both know each other's secrets....By the time you get this letter I'll be settled in my new home, in another country. Cincere and I will be planning our new lives together, and he will never treat women like you. We can now plan our lives together, filled with money, happiness, and no games.

​​​​Love Always,

​​​​Aubree Milan Santiago

P.S. A great mind once said, it's a dog eat dog world, well fuck with me then you better be a big bitch. Maybe in 25 years, you'll learn the true value of loyalty. Maybe in 25 years you'll view women as women and not accessories. However, until those 25 years I want you to read this letter every day, to remind yourself what happen when you view a doll through a dog's eye.
​​Xoxo!