Got To Have Her

Better then never (jack)

Now that I know that kitten and Jax isn't together. I should tell her how I feel about her. I mean she is standing right in front of me looking at me with the blue puppy dogs eyes. Plus I don't want to lose her again. Not like how I lost her the last time. Just then kitten pulled my arm and pulled me out of my thoughts. She asked me if I can win her a game at this Canaveral. So I did what she asked and we got the right stuff animal that she wanted I was so happy for her.
When we walked home I was holding her hand. And this time I didn't try pulling it away and it wasn't sweaty like it was the first time she grabbed it. We stopped a block away from her house because I didn't want to go to sleep wondering if she felt the same way as I did. Then out of know where there was a cup full of soda thown at us. I looked but the car was already down the block. Kitten was mad and said that she wanted to go home.
I walked her the rest of the way and told her that I wanted to tell her something. But she turn to me and said that she didn't want to talk all she wanted to do is take off her nasty clothes. So I told her that I will call her when she was out of the shower and we hugged goodnight. When I got home I felt the same way she did so I got clothes and hopped in the shower. I called her when I was out but I guess her phone was off. Because I tried about 17 times. So I just went to bed.
The next day I was walking to her house but right when I turned the corner I seen her getting in some car and driving away. I felt like I was going to be sick when I seen that. So when I got to school I walked past her like I didn't even see her. She tried to talk to me but i turn to her and asked who she got in the car with she said that it was a girl that she new from class. I was so embarrassed that my face turned red. Look kitten I want to tell you something I been wanting to tell you this for a long time but I always got distracted with everything that was going on around us.
But right when I was going to say the next part the bell rang for class to start. So she was walking away I tried to pull her back to me but she pulled her arm away and said that she can't be late for class again. So I let her go and said that she will talk to her at lunch or in the class I had her in. No use for the talk in class because there wasn't a seat for me to sit next to her in. And when lunch came around the table was full with people I didn't even know. So I whispered in her ear and said I will talk to her when we are walking home from school.
I wanted for her to come to the front so that we can walk home together. But right when I looked in to the parking lot I seen her getting in to the car that she got out of this morning. I was so mad walking home that when I got there I turned off my phone and went to sleep. When I woke up I had only 1 miss call from kitten that I was getting even more mad at her. That I didn't even want to talk to her for like a week or two.