Got To Have Her

She is gone (Jack)

I knew something was wrong with kitten when I seen her this morning. I just didn't want to say anything to her. But after that show in class I was so upset that I didn't even want to finish out the day at school. So I use and old excuse to get me out the rest of the day. Even though it got home early doesn't make it any better. All i wanted to do is tell her how is felt then she just starts screaming at me.

When I know school was over I tried to call kitten to tell her that I forgive her for what she did. But her phone kept saying that her number must be completed as dialed.
God perfect I can't talk to kitten unless she blocked me off of cute guys ever. Yes she didn't block me but she did get accepted in the college she wants. I seen that on her page so that's good I am happy for her. I really wanted to tell her that I was sorry for what I did and that I do like her.

So I decided that I was going to walk to her house and tell her face to face about how I feel but when I got there her mom answered the door. Before I could say a word to her she said that I am sorry but you just miss kitten. That she got accepted to the college she wanted but the thing is that she was going to have to leave today. So now I am never going to see her again and she is going to school that we both wanted to get in to.

I went home and was in so much depression that I didn't even want to do anything anymore. By the time summer came around i locked myself in my room. Until one day my mom yelled for me downstairs. I come out my room to see what she wants and what I seen was kitten standing in my front room. She was so pretty even for a college girl. She told how much fun she was having but she just needed someone to talk to. And before she left again I told her how I felt about her.

She turn to me and smiled. Held up her hand and showed me a ring on it. She was already engaged to another guy. After all the things we went through. I told her that I think she should leave and that I will talk to her later. And from that point on I never talked to her again.