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sad Luke Imagine (Triggering)

You walked into your house epecting to see Luke sitting on the couch but he wasnt there at all. You walked up stairs to your room. You could hear silent sobs coming from the bathroom. "Luke?" you said walking closer to the door. Silence. "Luke baby if your in there please tell me whats wrong" you walked closer and tried to open the door it was locked... "(y/n) I love you and im so sorry for doing this too you I hope you forgive me..." Lukes voice trailed off as you heard a silent whimper. "Luke no!!" you banged on the door until the lock broke. You ran in and seen Luke laying in the floor lifeless... You pulled out your phone and Called the ambulance. They got there in about 10 minutes they loaded Luke up and you crawled in the back by him. Once you got to the hospital you called the boys and they were over there immediately when Calum walked in you could see his eyes were red from crying. "why Luke Calum why?!" you sobbed/yelled into Calums shoulder. "i-i dont know but we will get through this together i promise" his voice was shaky he was unsure of himself. The other boys walked in and ran over to you guys breaking into sobs. You looked up to see the doctor.

"im so sorry Mrs. Hemmings but its to late" he sadly smiled and patted your back. "No!No! This isnt real it isnt real!! please god no!! bring him bring him back please!!" you yelled tears running down your face.

Luke Hemmings was pronced dead at 10:38pm June 5, 2014

You walked home from the hospital in tears. You walked into the bathroom where you found Luke and saw a suicide note laying on the floor.

Dear, (y/n)

Im so so,sorry I had to go this way. But the hate was to much to handle I want you to know that I love you and Im sorry, please forgive me and know I will always live in your heart. Thank You for,dealing with me and,all my stupidity. Now i must be going tell the boys I love them and that I want the band to go one with out me. Goodbye..

Forever and Always,

Luke Hemmings.

You broke into tears you sobbed harder than ever. You couldnt live with out Luke and you werent going too. You pulled a pill bottle out of the cabinet. Before you took them you grabbed the blood cover blade and cut his name onto your wrist. With tears running down your face you took the pills and with your all you strength you wrote a note.

Dear Whoever finds me

I loved Him and now,hes gone i couldnt live without him and i wouldnt. I love you goodbye..

You used your last breathe to mumble"I Love you Luke" you died with a sad smile on your face.

You were rushed to the hospital by Calum.

You were pronced dead 11:38pm

an hour after Luke. But you were happy you could see him again.

The boys stood at your graves and sobbed. They loved you guys so much and now you were both gone forever.....

I wrote this in tribute to some thoughts I have been having lately.

I want you all to know that I love you and if you ever have these thoughts please talk to me cause I love all of you and beautiful and worth it. I dont care what its about even if you just want to rant talk to me please thats all I ask you guys and gals. I love you my beautys!

                  -Beth xoxoxo