the losers were at bill's house watching movies and hanging out for the weekend. bill, stan, and richie were sitting on the couch while eddie was sitting in richie's lap. the rest of the losers were sitting in the floor.
they were watching horror movies because that's what richie brought. he was a scaredy cat but would never admit it.
a jump scare appeared on screen and bill grabbed onto stan. at that moment stan swore he felt his heart skip a beat. but he chose to ignore it and blame it on the movie.
after a couple more movies, the losers fell asleep. all except for stan. they were all in their same positions except bill had his head laying in stan's lap. stan couldn't help but stare at bill, admiring all of his features.
stan would never say it out loud, but he thought bill was very attractive. he shook the thought out of his head. all his life stan had been told that liking boys was a sin, and being the rabbi's son, his family was very strong in their religion.
stan has never had any feelings towards a girl before, so it made him wonder sometimes if he was gay. even if he was, he would have to keep it a secret because god knows what his parents would do if they found out.
bill and stan are probably the closest in the losers club. ever since they met in kindergarten they instantly clicked. there was just something there, like they were destined to meet.
the first time stan started to think he might like bill was earlier in the summer when they were all at the quarry together. the losers wanted to all jump at the same time so they all held hands. when bill grabbed stan's hand, stan's heart started beating out of his chest. little does he know bill felt the same thing.
after a few minutes of admiring bill, stan looked at his watch and realized how late it was. he laid his back and closed his eyes and soon fell into a deep sleep.
(a/n yes i know it's short. just trying to get things starteddd)
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heaven // stenbrough
Fanfiction"without losing a piece of me, how do i get to heaven?"