I could give you reasons of why i feel like this. But that would be pointless because of the thoughts in my head drive me insane then what you see on my face. I try to avoid mirrors unlike others they look and check and see if they look great. While i fear the the Enemies inside would criticize and drown me into a bad mood smothered in selfhate. Breathing in oxygen while blowing out toxic. Feelings for my self gets lots in space but feelings for other extend. Im an enemy to my self but to society im a big help. Because i try to prevent a person to feel so low and down. I try to tell them that they are beautiful. But depression attacks like death fast and unknowing. Sleepless night early mornings. Keeping yourself together is a job on your own. Finding your way out is another one hoping to stay alive in this battle of yourself is harder than the battle of anyone else. You can come to a close call about ending it all but you never know when the real call
For you to come home will be . I stay on the phone so i never will die alone. 5:29°£•^€
